Maybe I'll Cry A Little

Me and Kulet had dinner last night at Greenbelt 1.

Suprisingly, we just talk about anything. I shared stories about people na di nya kilala, Kulet also did the same thing. Its a big improvement from what we used to do.

Sabay din kami umuwi. We have a conversation goes like this:

Kulet: Alam mo madrama kang tao
Me: Hindi lang ikaw nagsabi nyan
Kulet: Bakit ka ba madrama?
Me: Uhm ganun lang talaga ako sa mga kaibigan ko. Hindi naman kasi ako pala-kaibigan na tao eh. Yung tipong nakausap mo lang eh tinuturing mong kaibigan agad.
Kulet:Ah possesive ka sa kaibigan?
Me: Hindi naman.Pero parang ganun.
Kulet:Natatakot na ako sa iyo, baka pag-umalis ako umiyak ka.
Me:Gagu. Hindi no. Si Nice nga,di ko inayakan eh.
Kulet:Iba naman yun. Si Nice yun.
Me: Anu ka ba. Close kami nun ni Nice. Maraming alam yung babaeng tungkol sa akin. Madalas akong mag-open up dun.
Kulet: Ganyan ka naman eh, di ka nag-oopen up sa akin...

MRT talk

Kulet: Ano tingin mo sa akin nung una mo akong nakita
Me:(You had me at hello<-ito yung gusto kong sabihin) Uhm mabait naman....

Going back dun sa sinabi nya... yeah, maybe I'll cry but just a little.:)

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Sorry Bebs...=(

Of Planner, Farewells and Patheticness

Yey me! Yesterday I got my Starbucks Planner, and I got it in less than a week! Thanks to my friends and officemates who helped me complete the 21 stickers!=) Actually, I really don't have any plans of getting a planner, I don't do planner kasi eh, tipong hanggang March lang ang may sulat hehehe. But last Wednesday, since sayang naman yung stickers na makukuha namin parang "napilitan" akong mag start magcollect. So natapos ang friday na dalawa na lang ang kulang ko.=)

Maraming Salamat sa mga sumusunod:
- Mam Becca
- Macris
- Mam Gen
- Bebs
- Steph
- Kate
- Mel
- Lea
- Nerisse
- Ethel
- Tiff
- Ms. Liza

Am I good or am I good? hehehe =)

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Yesterday is also Nice's last day here at the office. Well, this is one resignation that struck me the most. Kasi si Nice yung pinakamatagal ko ng nakasama rito sa office. I used to tease her as the pioneer in the Unilab team since Kay resigned. Also, Nice is also one of my closest friend here at the office so its really sad na starting today, I won't see her na. Sigh.. Good luck Nice!

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Yesterday, I also received a shocking news... the famous econ twins died in a car accident. I personally don't know them but I see them around UP and one of them was my classmate in Math 17. It is just simply shocking and sad...

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To someone: How pathetic can you be? Just because I criticized your work on how you handle things, you'll say those words to me? I'm not that stupid to not know that it was me that you were referring. You are just simply PATHETIC!

D2 Lang Me

"Hindi. Ok lang. Basta dyan ka lang"

That was, I think, the most sweetest or "aww-est" text message that I got from Kulet.

It was Kulet's reply from my message telling that I wish I could help but I don't know how.

Its not everyday that people asked me just to stay or just to be there for them and Kulet is not just anybody to me.

Being asked just to be there, means a lot.

And you just don't ask anybody to be there for you.

Nobody has ever touch my heart that way since a long time until that text arrived. =)

Of Kulet and Bwahahahas

I'm happy uli.

Of course major reason, si Kulet.:)

Siguro mas ok na yung ganto, not expecting much.:)

Nakakatuwa yung pangugulet at pang-aasar nya na may halong sweetness.:)

Natutuwa ako sa closeness namin ngayon:)

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Isa lang ang masasabi ko:"BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"

yun lang. Evil me.>=)

Enjoying Life

Sometimes in life, you just need to do something, not because you badly need to do it, its more of being able to take risk, and doing something for the sake of doing it.

Yesterday, I take half of the day off to experience new things and things that would be included in my list of crazy things that I did. I enjoyed what I did and I don't regret doing it.

After that I went to UP to see Ma'am Becca. Luckily she was in stat and conducting a training. So while she was finishing her training, I volunteered to shred her papers that needed to be shred. At first I enjoyed it, then nagloloko pala ang stupid shredder. Una sobrang natakot ako kasi akala ko ako yung nakasira. Sobrang pinagpapawisan na ako kahit malamig sa room ni Ma'am Becca. Then bigla syang umandar. Tas tinuloy ko pagshred then tumigil uli sya while I'm shredding a super nipis paper. I realized na sira yung shredder. Humihinto sya pag mainit na. Grabe sobrang mas na stress ako sa bagay na dapat nakakatanggal ng stress. Syempre nung dumating si Mam becca ninag ko na naman sya. Tas ayun mega kwento ako about kulet. hehehe.

Tas nagdinner kami sa Philcoa at pinasunod namin si Macris. Sobrang fun kwentuhan galore and all that. Tas Tinuloy namin ang kasiyahan sa Starbucks with matching pacute sa crush kong Barista. We even saw Yael that night. Then Ma'am Gen joined us. While the three of us (macris, Ma'am Gen and I) were talking about Mahiwagang Baul and the alamat ng Pakwan, si Mam Becca nag ala sleeping Beauty ang drama hehehe. Basta its so much fun that night.

Btw, Mam Becca is selling second hand pocket books try to see her stuffs baka may magustuhan kayo. Ako nakabili ako ng Da Vinci Code and Angels and Devils kay Ma'am Becca.:)

Irritating Yet I Love It...

My day at first, wasn't superb yesterday.

So many deadlines so many things to do.

For some reason, almost everything that kulet did irritate me. Yet, patuloy pa rin nya akong inaasar. With all of these happening, I can't help but to wear a grumpy face yesterday which na notice agad ni Kulet. Lagi nyang tinatanong bakit ako nakasimangot, with efforts na patawanin ako which always lead to arguments. Although secretly, natutuwa ako kasi napapansin nya na nakasimangot ako.

Nakakatuwa rin na nung pauwi kami, pinili nya na ako yung sabayan over a free ride although nung una eh mukhang ilalaglag ako at kailangan ko pa syang hiritan ng "sige laglagan" na line kaya ayun hinihiritan akong tampurorot. Although kung nilaglag nya ako, magtatampo talaga ako hehehe.

Unexpected Memorable Moment: Habang tumatawid kami, ang daming sasakyan and all, may mabilis na car na parating,I'm not quite worried kasi hindi naman ako aabutin nun, pero nagulat ako nung hinawakan nya ako sa wrist at hinila kasi may mabilis na car na parating. Binitawan na lang nya ako nung nakarating na kami sa side walk. :) Ang reaction ko nagulat ako at like napatingin ako dun sa hawak nya as akin at actually kung hindi nya ako hinila baka stuck ako sa gitna ng kalsada sa pagkagulat. Nakakatuwa.:)

Syempre tipong maghihiwalay na lang kami, nagkaroon na naman kami ng argument. Medyo wala na kasi ako sa sarili ng mga oras na yun. Pero masaya ako. Hehehe.:)

Happy Feet

Watched Happy Feet last night with Bebs and Cham (Thanks Cham!). Hangkyut ng mga baby penguins! Ang cute may mascot pa sila although medyo may traumatic experience ako with the mascot, nung pumasok kami sobrang tuwang tuwa ako sa mascot na baby penguin tas nung lumabas ako para ibigay yung extra tix kina Ji, I saw yung katawan ng mascot na walang ulo! Freaky. hehehe.

Ang funny ng movie, ang cute ng mga baby penguins! I like the songs na ginamit.

Although the thing that surprised me was may deeper story pa pala sya. Wahehehe. We were expecting na sobrang babaw ng movie (mga airheads hehehe)

Basta hindi ako nadisappoint kasi this was my most anticipated movie of the year hehehe.

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To Someone:

STOP TEXT-ING ME! I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE YOU! SO STOP BUGGING ME! KUNG IKAKATAHIMIK MO ANG PAG-IWAS KO SA KANYA, FINE I'LL DO WHAT YOU WANT! JUST STOP TEXT-ING ME AS IF WE ARE FRIENDS!

Bag of Memories

Last Saturday, natulog ako sa room ng brother ko since busted ang electric fan sa room ko and since nandun ang mga Tita ko, I can't sleep sa Air conditioned room. Since I had a problem in sleeping sa place where I'm not used sleeping( di ako namamahay since sa haus lang rin naman yun and ilang beses na akong nakatulog sa room na yun, Its just that di ako makatulog agad) binuksan ko yung isang drawer dun sa table which is formerly nasa room ko before. Nakita ko yung isang paper bag full of stuffs ko nung college.

I saw my Jap and Psych 101 stuffs inside which are co-indentally two of my most favorite elective subjects during my college days. I started reading my Jap's workbook, the Minna no Nihonggo, and flashes of memories came back during that fun summer. The tedious writing and memorization of Hiragana,Katakana and Kanji. The nerve wrecking daily recitation. Me, being always the one who wears the brightest colors who also seat at the center front row, having the easiest name and incidentally the example in the book summing up to being the one who is always called by Sensei. The Bubble Gang-ish presentation that gave us a perfect score for our finals. The first ever taste of Sushi and Maki. The exams which ranges from the easy written to the nosebleeding listening skills. I really enjoyed that summer.

I also read my essays in Psych 101. Nakakatuwa lang kasi I love the essays na ginagawa namin for Psych, from Dream analysis to analysis of perception about a certain subject to understanding oneself to describing a perfect date.

Then I also saw different newsletters from the Council and Statsoc. I really missed my college days. I know we can't turn back time but it won't hurt to sometimes to walk on memory line and relieve moments that passed you, once in a while.

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Yey for Pacquiao! The trilogy ended with him winning. 3 rounds lang! Ang galeng.

Also Yey for our cable provider! Watched the live feed without any additional charges.;)

Things that Made Me Happy Yesterday

- Our small quarrels.

- Yung pangungulet nya.

- Merienda at Jollibee

- Yung corny nyang text. :)

- Definetely not Starbucks

- Princess

- The Famous Line Email Thread

- "D"

- "sya"

Boom Boom Boom

I never dreamed of participating a noontime game show nor watching it live at the studio but last night naramdaman ko what it feels like to be an audience of Wowowee. Naman di ba of all shows Wowowee pa.

Attending the trade event of ABSCBN doesn't only imply food, prizes and presentations it also means rubbing elbows with the Kapamilya stars. Angelica Panganiban, Geoff Eigenmann, Aubrey Miles, Sam Milby, Aga Mulach, Raquel of PBB, Say Alonzo (She's so pretty like I mean she looks like a doll) and Willie Revillame to name a few.

Well, the fun part is the rehearsals of Wowowee, tho its not televise they made us feel how it really works in a regular day. Actually medyo nakaka tanggal ng stress yung practice ng Wowowee sign and the boom tarat dance. I also never dreamed of dancing the Boom Tarat Dance.

Well, lucky for the Pera o Bayong winner, she won more than a million bucks.

Oh well, its fun naman.:)

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Dumarating ang point minsan pag hindi ka na masaya, parang bigla ka na lang mawawalan ng gana and parang all of a sudden wala na. Minsan, kahit sobrang saya ng dinudulot sa iyo ng bagay na yun, once na mawalan ka ng gana, balewala na talaga sa iyo yun.

May mga pagkakataon din kasi na nakakakita ka ng bagong magdudulot sa iyo ng saya lalo na pag hindi na rin puro saya ang dinudulot ng dating nagpapasaya sa iyo.

Of Unexpected Things

Friday, I was on my way home sa Pampanga, someone texted me..

"Ingat kayo kay *name of officemate*. Hindi nyo pa sya kilala"

I don't know who the hell is the sender. I am a bit shocked with the message. My impulse is ask kung sino sya and all. Then I texted my officemate regarding the text message. Although we have our suspect na especially when the sender cite an incident about the chocolates. Arrgh Stalkers!!!

The same day, I got the news that tuloy na kami sa Canada. We will be submitting our passports to the embassy for the Visa. We planned to go on March para tapos na ang winter so we can adjust easily to the climate.

Saturday, after having our picture taken since it is required to submit recent photos to the embassy, we went sa bahay ng cousin ko and guess what, he knew the band of Kulet. Small world di ba? I'm quite surprised when I saw his picture on the phone with Kulet on the background playing the guitar.

Yun lang muna.

I Miss You

If ever this will be the third day na hindi kita nakikita.

Yesterday, kahit anong sign ng paramdam wala... Not even a single word.

Namimiss na kita...

Kasi hindi naman kasi ito yung usual Saturday or Sunday na talagang expected na hindi tayo nagkikita or nag-uusap. Pag weekdays parang hindi kumpleto pag di kita nakikita or nakakausap man lang.

Shet tinamaan na ata talaga ako.

Sigh...

Sundo

Inemail ko sya.... I ask wat time sya uuwi...
Nagreply sya.. May kasabay daw sya..

Akala ko end of the story.

Nagtext sya, tinanong kung asan ako
Sabi ko nasa 8 tinanong ko kung baket
Nagreply sya, tinanong nya kung uuwi ako, at sinabing dadaan sya.
Sabi ko depende at nag-ok ako.

Dumating sya niyaya na akong umuwi.
Sabi ko 15 minutes kasi may meeting ako.
Hinintay nya ako. Kaso may nang-asar na may sumusundo raw sa akin.
Sabi nya sinabi ko raw na sabay kami.

Nainip ata sya nauna na syang umalis.
Tinext ko sya, tinanong ko kung asan na sya.
Sinabi nya hihintayin na lang nya ako sa Landmark.

Pagdating ko andun sya naghihintay.
Kasabay ko syang umuwi.

Masaya ako.=)

What's with the Freaking Smile?

Una, si Kulet... Then si Class A.

What's with the smile??? waaah! Is it my clothes or something??

Weird.

Although, I love the smiles. Hehehe.

Three Things

1.) Can I just say I LOVE JIMMY NEUTRON!!!? hehehehe

2.) Nice finally found my blog.

3.) At OO galit ako sa iyo! Twice ka nang naging inconsiderate. Lucky for you I don't usually bash my close friend on my blog. Just don't expect that everything will stay the same.

P.S.

Cham Pero... WALA! hehehe

Sana may magregalo sa akin ng Jimmy Neutron na keychain!;P