End Of Bliss (Season Finale/Year Ender)

This is the time of the year when most bloggers are doing their recap of the year that was. In the spirit of the tradition, I'll be doing mine.

2006 was an ok year for me. I mean compared to 2005, this year is more fun and exciting.

Here are some highlights of my year:

January: Still at ACNielsen. Nothing really spectacular happened but during this month I'm still going gogo gaga over Sungit.

February: Aside from the Wowowee stampede, I got a simple yet a happy birthday, I'm still falling hard for Sungit.

March: I renewed another contract sa ACNielsen. My manager and I started to have a little bickering. My father went to Canada during this month. Sungit resigned in Acnielsen. Me on a deep depression.

April:Who will forget S^2's Galera capers? The fun filled vacation with Meann, Ele, David and Jd. My sister arrived from Canada.

May: After the Galera trip, Batangas trip naman right after a typhoon. Also a summer fling came. During this month I also decided to move out from ACNielsen. A major career move since I was accepted in Starcom, from a research agency to media agency. This is also the month when I received the news that our migration in Canada is approved.

June: I started working at Starcom. This is also the month when Berks decided to reunite again.

July: I'm adjusting to media life. I experienced crying at work and all. I had new friends and new crushes *wink wink*

August: I started to get weary working on starcom.

September: My very first movie date with Kulet!=) I aslo started falling for Kulet!=)

October: Addiction with Kulet...=) We moved to a new floor. Bebs and I became team mates.

November: More addicted with Kulet...=) Nice bid farewell. I got a new planner from starbucks.

December: Should I say that I'm still addicted with kulet? hehehe. Hospitalized for the very first time, thanks to Josef and Bebs for assisting. Ms. Liza bids farewell. Inuman sessions with officemates. Me being regularized on Starcom.

The year 2006 is really a good year for me. New challenges, new career, new love lifes and new paths to take. Although there are also a lot of downs and pains during the year its all part of life. As the song goes, you bleed just to know you are alive.

As for me, I'm ok right now but not really happy. There are a lot of things that going tru my mind right now. Yet, I also started realizing things. Such as having the sense of self worth. Giving more value to those people who give importance to me than those people who I thought is important to me. I also realized that we should not easily trust and give our hearts to people we don't really know that much because in the end we will find ourselves hurting in the end. I also realized that it is not right to always received rude remarks and let it ruined your self esteem even if those remarks came from a person that you considered special.

Life is sad but we have the power to make it happy. Happiness doesn't mean everything is right, it is how you perceive things that is happening. I really don't expect pure bliss in my life, some kind of bliss is enough for me.

Now, I'm ending another chapter in my life. There will be a lot of changes starting January next year. This is the end of My Some Kind of Bliss. Thank You for reading a part of me.=)

Its Christmas

Yup, officially its Christmas day but compared with the number of text messages that I received, parang yesterday ang Christmas. Hehehe.

So how did I spend my Christmas?

Let's start on Dec 11, the Starcom's christmas party. I can honestly say na hindi ko masyadong naenjoy yung xmas party kasi medyo tensionado about the performance and basta.

Then Berks xmas party last Dec 13, kahit apat lang kami and medyo may pagka-jologs ang way ng pageexchange gift namin enjoy namin, nabusog ako sa that night. Go sisig and crispy pata. Hehehe.

Then 8th floor's xmas party last Dec 18. Eto medyo naenjoy ko, kasi super fun. Lasingan and all. Medyo nagpaka-wild ako dito lalo na nung kalaliman na nung gabi. Hehehe.

Tuesday, I have dinner naman with Meann. Fun din ito kasi after a long time ngayon na lang uli kami nakapag dinner ni Meann. Medyo journey rin kami in search for maluwag na starbucks na medyo late magclose hehehe.

Wednesday, Inuman naman with Josef. Solb din ako dito. Tamang tama lang and solb ang mga pulutan.

Friday, Inuman/bonding ng mga newbies kina Josef. Medyo walang tulugan ako dito kasi nagpaabot na kami ng umaga kina Josef hehehe. Tas nung gabi ng 23 may ibang lakad naman ako *wink wink*

Tas Christmas eve, may family reunion naman kami medyo masaya rin ito videoke to the max.

Tas ngayong Pasko, medyo lamon galore naman ako hehehe.

So in general... this is an ok Christmas...

Invisible

Made a few realizations lately...

When he was invisible.. I saw him.
When everything went wrong for him... I'm the one na nilalapitan nya.
When everyone looked down on him.. I boost his ego and gave him praises.

Now he's not invisible... He doesn't see me.
Now everything is going his way...He just passes me by.
Now that he's like a superstar...He had enough of me.

From being invisible, now he's invincible.

As for me... I will now be invisible to him.

Gone

Its the usual monday morning..

I usually came to the office early, around 7:30 am.

Everything is the same. Wala pang tao. The feeling of coldness because of the hi setting of the centralized air con here at Enterprise.

Everything is the same...except we will never hear the cheerful greeting of Ms. Liza, for now.

Last friday, Ms. Liza said goodbye to us. She'll be moving to a new company. This was not a surprise to us. She filed her resignation last August and her last day was supposed to be September but she was asked to stay for a couple of months.

It really breaks my heart, the thought of that I will never be seeing, hearing or talking to Ms. Liza on a regular basis. At this early, I already miss her. Ms. Liza helped me a lot during those times that I was not in a good situation. She was like a mother to me. But then again I'm happy for her.

Another sad thought... I started to count the remaining days before Kulet leaves the company...

Of Extreme Happiness and Extreme Sadness

Its been a while since I've last updated my blog. What can I do, internet usage became an issue in this stupid company.

Right now, I really don't know if I'm happy or not. My emotions are very episodic lately. There are moments of happiness and sadness but they never lasted long, well maybe the latter lasted longer than the former.

Last week, we have attended GMA christmas party. Its fun, rubbing elbows with Kapuso Stars and dancing with Arnell Ignacio and Lito Calzado. The party is superb For the first time of my entire life nagpapicture ako sa mga artista, Angel Locsin, Richard Gutierrez, Camille Prats to name a few. Nakakatuwa rin ang gifts nila.

Then came wednesday, nag-away kami ni Kulet because of me being madrama daw. Although the following day, Kulet somehow made suyo to me.

Friday, I went to the hospital, as in sinugod ako because of my chest wall pain. In fairness again to Kulet, Kulet was the one who carried or assisted me during that time, along with Bebs and Kuya Arman. I'll be forever grateful for them.

Saturday, Together with Macris, we've watched Kulet's gig at Bahay ng Alumni. I enjoyed this gig compared to the first one that i've watched.

Monday midnight until Thursday morning, me and Kulet were not in good terms. Partly kasalanan ko and meron din syang share sa nangyari. I've tried my best just to fix the damage that was done. Until, late in the afternoon when Kulet invited me to have merienda na libre nya. Then sabay din kami umuwi, again Kulet treated me for dinner. I know, we're ok na.

Then... again I'm sad again.. maybe its the fact that Kulet is leaving soon...

Angel and Demon

Saturday night..Me and Kulet were exchanging text messages...


Me:Malapit na ba kayong tumugtog?
Kulet:Medyo
Me:O sya break a leg. Tsaka na muna ako mambubulabog
Kulet: Ay napansin mo?
Me: Sorry po..hindi na po uli kita guguluhin...
Kulet:Haha..Joke lang text kita later.

Around 1 am, I received a text message

Kulet:Tapos na kami

and of course palitan uli ng text messages.Wahihihi. Although I should stop doing this kind of posts. Me nanggagaya na eh. Hehehe.

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Pictures with officemates... Nandito "sya" hehehe.

Naman di ba? Compared naman... hehehe. So pede lang tantanan na ako. Matagal ng akong over and done sa kanya kaya please wala ng effect.

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At yung demon? Tinatanong pa ba yun? Ahehehe