Sunday Evening

Just finished watching High School Musical.

Well, it has a crappy story but the production ie the musical part is superb. Actually, I stick to watching the movie because of the musical part. Actually, the story is interesting, people being what they are not expected to be. Its like not sticking to the status quo. Still, it is crappy. But the songs and the dance numbers are great specially the choreography.

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I think we are okay now..uhm or should I say it is better than yesterday.

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Best hirit kagabi sa ym:

Meann: Je me joke ako
Me: Go
Meann:future...right foot in future right foot out.
Me: Waw.

OMG talaga, sino ba ang nakaimbento ng ganyan klaseng joke...

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My fave song from High School Musical

Breaking Free

We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Oh, we’re breakin’ free

Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls

Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free

Ohhhh runnin’
Climbin’
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
We’re breaking free
Ohhh , yeah

More than hope
More than faith
This is true
This is fate
And together
We see it comin’

More than you
More than me
Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin’ free

Soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Breaking free

Were runnin’
Ohhhh, climbin’
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
Ohhh, we’re breaking free

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

The Big Fight

And I'm not talking about the Pacquiao-Larrios thing.

You say I only hear what I want to...

How about you? Did you listen to me? To my pleas that I want to see you and to be with you?

You say I talk so all the time..

Because you are always not listening... There are also time that you barely talk to me.

I want our relationship to work even if so many people are telling us that it won't last. I want to believe in love this time. I'm so tired of always being the one to understand. I know you are busy but all I'm asking is a little bit of your time.

Coz i missed you... I miss you...

Stay Lyrics
by Lisa Loeb

you say i only hear what i want to.
you say i talk so all the time so.

and i thought what i felt was simple,
and i thought that i don't belong,
and now that i am leaving,
now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you.
yeah, i missed you.

and you say i only hear what i want to:
i don't listen hard,
i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
i don't understand if you really care,
i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so i turned the radio on,
i turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
the lover's in love,
and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
well, this is not that:
i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown.

and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure.
you try to tell me that i'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

you said that i was naive,
and i thought that i was strong.
i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave.
"but now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you.

you said, "i caught you 'cause i want you and one day i'll let you go."
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.
and you say, "stay."

you say i only hear what i want to.

New Addy

Yup, I've changed my link to have a little privacy na rin. I so love blogger kasi so hindi na lang ako gumawa ng ibang blog. Pero freaky di ko na maaccess ang blogdrive account ko demit.

So siguro now, I can talk about my crushes sa office nyahahaha. Hindi ko na kailangan mag-worry na may ibang makabasa ng blog ko hehehe.

If before i have Sungit now meron naman akong class A at kulet. Hehehe. So by their codenames siguro you got the idea about their personalities. From the two, kay Kulet ako mas naaaliw hehehe. Yup, just like sungit me cr moment na rin kami ni Kulet hehehe. Basta nakaka-aliw si kulet. hehehe.

Bad Jerson! ;P

Weekly Update

4 straight days of OT...aargh...I feel like giving up buti na lang masaya ang work environment at masaya ang mga team mates ko. Hehehe.

I think I'll create a new blog but I will still keep this para masaya hehehe (Hi Nice!)

Grabe I'm so overwhelmed with work right now, although bum ako kanina pero yung mga past days grabe talaga...May mga nagbreak down na nga sa amin eh hehehe.

Pero aside from the workload masaya naman sa starcom kaya I still heart starcom! hehehe.

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In speaking of, sobrang naastigan at hanga ako sa mentor ko na si Miko. Grabe ang astig nya. He knows what he's doing and he's good at it. No wonder kaya sya ang rookie of the year. Idol ko talaga sya!

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Last night, me traumatic experience kami ni Bebs sa bus, nung nasa bandang Guadalupe na, umatake na ang mga agaw cellphone gang, fortunately, hindi kami naglalabas ni Bebs ng cellphone nun so hindi kami ginalaw,buti nga dead batt ako that day kung hindi like nung nagyari nung night before nun mega text ako. Yung nasa likod namin sobrang casual lang na kinuhanan like "excuse me po cellphone lang". Tas dun sa place na muntik naming upuan ni Bebs naglaban yung lalaki at may saksakan-struggle episode! Fortunately hindi naman nasaktan yung lalaki. Buti na lang talaga hindi kami ginalaw ni Bebs tipong safe kami. And yes may police episode din syempre kami ni Bebs as a good citizen of the Philippines di kami sumama sa presinto at umuwi na lang kami ahehehe.

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Lunchout naman kanina ng berks, and frankly speaking again medyo nairita ako.

Me sakit kasi si Mike so the tendency is sya yung maiiwan dun. Nagpabili na lang sya and syempre ang clear ng pinabili nya "fried rice" and bahala na kami sa ulam. The thing is sa iba nya inabot yung money nya. So in short di sya sa akin nagbilin. Then biglang sa akin ipapabili. Nakakairita lang na kayo yung kumuha ng pera and then biglang ako yung papasakitin nyo ng ulo. Nakakainis lang harass ka na nga work pati sa lunchtime harass ka pa rin. That would be the last time na pwede nyong gawin sa akin yun. Honestly, wala akong problem na ako yung bumili kay Mike ng food the thing is ayoko yung ipinapasa sa akin yung mga bagay na kayo yung binilinan! Nakakapikon!

No Specific Topic

Demit, just finished sending an email to my mentor. Freak, I'm doing work on a Sunday, luckily, I'm in the comfort of our house so, its really not a big deal.

I'm really not in the mood to talk about anything right now. I'm just enjoying my solitude.

My fave song as of the moment is Hootie and Blowfish's I Only Want To Be With You.

I'm missing a lot of people lately but I'm not in the mood to enumerate all of them.

Spending fathers' day without your father really sucks.

My injection on my right arm still stings a little.

I don't feel like working tomorrow.

I hope our salary will be released this week.


Only Wanna Be With You lyrics
by Hootie & The Blowfish

You and me
We come from different worlds
You like to laugh at me
When I look at other girls
Sometimes you're crazy
And you wonder why I'm such a baby
Cause the Dolphins make me cry

[Chorus:]
Well there's nothing I can do
I only wanna be with you
You can call me your fool
Only wanna be with you

Put on a little Dylan sitting on a fence
I say that line is great
You ask me what I meant by "Said I shot a man named Gray
Took his wife to Italy
She inherited a million bucks
And when she died it came to me I can't help it if I'm lucky"
Only wanna be with you
Ain't Bobby so cool
Only wanna be with you

[Solo]
Yeah I'm tangled up in blue
Only wanna be with you
You can call me your fool
Only wanna be with you

Sometimes I wonder
If it will ever end
You get so mad at me
When I go out with my friends
Sometimes you're crazy
And you wonder why I'm such a baby yeah
The Dolphins make me cry
Well there's nothing I can do
Only wanna be with you
You can call me your fool
Only wanna be with you
Yeah I'm tangled up in blue
Only wanna be with you

Truthfully

I'm really pissed right now, as in sobra. Don't ask why.

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I guess giving the barkada another shot and trying to be a part of it is not a bad idea at all.

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I would like to thank Mark and the rest of the gang for a fun dinner.

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Thanks Macris for the bonding at 7-11 till midnight I'll be looking forward to our coffee sessions every month. Ahehehe. Wala lang thanks sa pakikinig and all. Luv you girl!:)

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I'm starting to feel how heavy my work load is...Aargh. Fortunately the working atmosphere is fun so it somehow makes the work seem fun. Ahehehe. Yet, sadly our team will move to another floor and the other team in the 26th floor will stay there, kaya parang lulungkot not that hindi masaya sa team namin, its just that parang we are a big group na sa taas. Sigh..Oh well, I soo love my teamates. Basta ang saya ng team namin hehehe.

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I'm missing S^2 badly na. Hayz, kailang ba tayo lalabas and all? Paging Meann yung libre mo, Nyahaha. Love you guyz! You are the bestest!;)

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Apologies to Ele: Sorry Ele, hindi ko agad nabasa yung text message mo...sobrang naguguilty ako again condolences...

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Lastly...I love you hon!:) Happy Monthsary. :)

Bond Not Bind

I got this quote from a friend and I just want to post it

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A little girl and her dad was crossing a bridge. The dad was kinda scared so he asked his daughter, "sweethart, please hold my hand so that you won't fall into the river."

The little girl said,"No dad, you hold my hand."

Her dad asked,"What's the difference?"

The girl replied,"There is a big difference. If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I might let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you'll never let my hand go..."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind but in its bond.

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I still don't understand what I'm feeling right now. Last night, I've talked to someone and that someone understands my side of the story. In some ways, I feel relieved knowing that I'm not that bad by feeling that way. Although, I figured out that I find it hard to trust every word that I've read from the letter.

I'm find it hard to believe.

UP Layf

Got this from my officemate..cham.hehehe

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( ) worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot
( ) got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot
(X) witnessed a riot(first year ko ito! hehehe)
(X) watched the oblation run (once lang.)
(X) made friends with a teacher
(X) was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally / prayer meeting
(X) wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days
(X) wore red on Valentine’s Day
(X) wore black on Valentine's Day
(X) celebrated a birthday at Mang Jimmy's
(X) learned UP Naming Mahal
( ) got on the dean's list (CS or US) (So what? hehehe)
(X) slept on a bench (courtesy of statsoc hehehe)
(X) was an RA (registration assistant) or SA
() lied or begged to an RA for a slot in class
(X) participated in a there's-only-one-more-slot-are you-feeling-lucky? raffle during registration (Freak talaga!)
(X) jogged around the campus (sunken garden, to be more specific)
() visited the Vargas Museum
(X) knew at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name (sina ate BA heheh)
(X) attended university level graduation
(X) got an activist for a teacher(ata ha, not quite sure)
( ) itched from higad bites
(X) had gotten a 5.0 in something
(X) had taken a crap in school
() watched a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game
(X) watched a UP vs. any school basketball game
(X) gave a powerpoint presentation
() studied in CASAA
(X) studied in McDonald's or Jollibee Philcoa for one full night and bought just one regular-sized drink(although hindi naman isang drink lang! hehe)
(X) studied along Katipunan
() studied along Katipunan and affected the mannerisms of a stereotypical Atenean (accent and all)
(X) watch a play that's not required for CommIII
(X) went stargazing
(X) ate in Chocolate Kiss, Tea Room (in CHE) or Chateau Verde
(X) slept in the lib
( ) struck up a conversation with a taong grasa
( ) wrote to / for the collegian
(X) seriously pondered about the identity/ies of the people described in Eksenang Peyups
(X) went to the chapel
(X) got a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers while walking in Sunken Garden
() cut class with your block to watch a movie
( ) had a voltes V for a teacher
( ) took a class under Joseph Palis
( ) lied to the transcript lady to get a transcript earlier than the standard 3 months
( ) went to a Freshman-only concert (where you had to show your form 5 to prove freshmanhood)
(X) subsisted on just streetfood (fishballs, half footlongs, kwekwek, squidballs/rolls, mais, dirty ice cream) for a day (not once, not twice..hehhee)
( ) learned how to smoke
(X) went on an out-of-town trip during a break with blockmates or orgmates
(X) fell in love
(X) actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib
(X) played cards during your free time (ever heard of slave in pusoy dos?how about slaver and slavest? or Pusoy Dos played by 7 persons?)
(X) dress in business attire
( ) sumabit sa jeep
( ) got sung to or sung to someone in class during Valentine's day
(X) watched the lantern parade
(X) helped out a total stranger
(X) helped out a total stranger because he/she was hot(nyahaha!)
(X) learned to stay awake for more than 24 or 48 hours straight
( ) got bullied by fratmen and feeling cool wannabe people who were actually losers
(X) took Wednesday and/or Sat classes WILLINGLY(first pe ko!)
( ) volunteered for the pahinungod
( ) ate "tasteless white sauce" pasta from cock-a-noodle-doo
() got a boyfriend/girlfriend
(X) took time to read the vandalism in the CR
( ) watched a sexy art film for any GE class
( ) got held up or pickpocketed
(X) felt depressed because you were not as good academically (or popular) as you were in high school
(X) did a last minute paper
(X) had spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures (for index cards and teacher's seat plans)
(X) got exempted from final exams
( ) got exempted from a final exam but still took it
() attended a varsity pep rally
() watched LIVE AIDS, Androgyny, Maskipaps or any well-known variety show
( ) promised to quit smoking
(X) got into at least one (org- or council-sponsored) adventure race
(X) knew where the best restrooms are on campus
(X) joined an org
(X) allowed yourself to make mistakes
( ) went to the gym in spite of having no PE class just to ogle varsity players / cute boys
(X) took summer classes
(X) admired the oblation
() made a video for a project
(X) had a crush on a teacher
() had a teacher who had a crush on / tried to court you
( ) attended your ROTC Bivouac
(X) faked sickness to get an absence excused
( ) got your car scratched by one of those "kuya bantayan ko kotse niyo" kids
( ) took a PE class where you had to pay for tuition (i.e. sportsclimbing, ten pin bowling, scuba diving, etc)
(X) went to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes
(X) learned how to use the Bayantel pay phones
(X) participated in school activities
( ) caught the UP Pep Tryouts
() dated someone from UP
(X) rode an IKOT and TOKI
(X) found a tambayan(aside from statsoc's may lascanal din kami nung firstyear! hehehe)
( ) went drinking at Sarah's
() learned how to beg for a higher grade
(X) used your 6 allowable absences wisely
() lived in a dorm
(X) volunteered to be beadle or go-to guy for your group / class
() had the worst schedule
(X) realized that there really is just one coconut tree on the sunken garden
(X) not used up all 6 allowable absences (usually sa stat )
(X) ate in ISSI, Treehouse, Mama Thai's and other more obscure cafeterias
(X) ate food Aristocart-style
(X) was active in your org
(X) attended an ACLE
(X) got as many app forms as you can during the job fair
(X) learned how to cram
(X) sold tickets for (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere
() saved money to Xerox all of your seatmate's notes
(X) had accidentally seen a make-out session
(X) slept in class
(X) finished a homework / assignment / paper in the shopping center or philcoa
(X) had mountains of unused sample exams and/or old testaments
(X) resolved to be "better this semester"
() slept during a test
(X) had groupmates from hell (ie no-shows, babblers, dependents, airheads, dreamers, idea stealers, plagiarists)
(X) learned how to work with groupmates from hell
( ) perfected the art of parking on campus
() had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus
(X) developed a love for sisig
() practiced those UP cheers in the first meeting for PE class
(X) looked at microfilms in the library or poked through archives
(X) reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function
(X) attended UP Fair
(X) went to a library other than your own college's to research
(X) lost a perfectly functioning umbrella(freaky ummulan pa nung araw na yun!hate mainlib!)
( ) used consultation hours properly (huh?!)
( ) went to the Guidance Office for real, heart-to-heart guidance (never met the counselor)
() went to the infirmary
( ) attend class with a hangover
() drink beer or alcohol while inside UP grounds
(X) walked all the way to Philcoa or Katipunan from UP (or a 2km radius from campus grounds)( ) buy frogs from NSRI or a Bio department...
(X) maxed out on the 6 allowed unexcused absences but DID NOT drop
() got invited or pursued by a sorority or fraternity
(X) wore slippers to school
() had a professor who smoked in class
( ) got diagnosed by the Infirmary as pregnant or infected with STD.

No Spark

Surprisingly, I'm not so enthusiastic about people's realizations and ideas lately.

Maybe its the fact that I just don't care about that now a days. Maybe I just accepted the fact that it will never be the same again or there is no hope that it will happen again that it will, once again be united. Maybe, just maybe I'm just fine with this setting.

Some of my friends told me that I should be happy about the developments and if they were on my shoes they'll be glad with that. Not that I'm not happy about the letters and all, its just that it doesn't interest me anymore. True, I'm happy that you guys still had a spot in your heart for the group but I can't explain what I'm feeling right now.

Maybe I have so many bitterness with the group. Not that I'm still hurting right now. Its just that the bruises and wounds made me to feel this way about tha whole thing. I've been into so many things without this group. I've learned to live life without them. Yeah, we've been all busy and all but admit it there are some who deliberately just don't show up because they don't feel like doing so.

There are so many times that I tried to hold on to this group, there are so many times that I tried to fix things up but we all have faults why this happened. Unresolved issues and conflicts, personal differences, some isolate themselves, some just cut the communications and some just simply drifted.Pinabayaan ang group. As for me, I'm tired of holding on in vain when people just slip away. Nakakapagod na rin eh. Nakakapagod ng umasa na "uy baka ito na ang start" and the end is wala uli.

No don't get me wrong. I love my friends. I still consider them as my friends. Nothing is changed but it just that I don't know, I can't find the right word.

Maybe I'll give it a try..a last shot.

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I miss S^2. I'm looking forward sa next out of town namin. Hmm.. di ko pa nagagawang ng blog entry si JD maybe next time. Ahahaha.

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The latest movie of Sandra Bullock and Keannu Reeves is sooo a la Moments of Love hehehe. Although di naman ganun kalayo ang years ng gap, wala lang parang I'm not saying who's the original in terms of concept pero parang weird lang na mas nauna kong napanood ang Filipino version bago ang Hollywood version hehehe.

Hooray

Waw after a long week, ngayon na lang uli ako nakapagnet.

I still heart Starcom kahit madalas akong mag-ot lately, basta I really heart Starcom kahit na I need to go to the office on June 12 which is a regular holiday. Freak.

I so love my team. Wala lang they are so nice and fun to be with. Kahit yung former team mate namin na after her first day eh hindi na sumipot ever sa work. Hehehe. Basta everyone is nice and masarap kausap.

Aargh I'm starting to miss my bum days sa Starcom. Sunod sunod ang dating ng work sa akin although enjoy naman talaga, although may one day na napanaginipan ko yung work ko hehehe.

Last tuesday, nagkaroon ng lunchout yung ibang mga taga 26th floor sa TOSH with the "bagets". Fun naman. Hehehe. I'm excited with the lunchout ng mga Starcom's Statsocers.=)

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I'm starting to miss Meann and Ele na. Wala lang I miss our office rituals na chats especially with Meann.

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Halos everyday akong nagJollibee this week. Not that I really want it but maybe I guess I have no choice na rin.

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Peste I think I'm gonna sleep na ang bagal ng net eh.

STAR!

Bayani Agbayani, Iya Villiania, Derek Ramsey,Mariel Rodriguez, John Prats, Keanna Reeves, Zanjoe Marudo, Cast of Let's Go, Kris Aquino, Paolo Bediones and most of all Smokey Manoloto! They are few of the stars na nakita ko in my first two days sa starcom.=)

I'm so happy with my first two days sa Starcom. Everyone is sooo nice and friendly, uhm at least sa floor namin. Basta super bait ng mga tao, lalo na yung mga statsocers na sina Jay, Cham and Gen(Go figure!) tsaka sina Carlo, Liam, Rein, Arlene tsaka yung mga team mates ko they are soo nice. Tas everymorning nagbbreakfast kami ng aking lunchmate na si Gen(Go figure uli).

Nung first day ko, party agad yung napuntahan ko. Trade launch ng Kapamilya Deal or No Deal sa ABSCBN. Una, di dapat ako sasama pero naconvince ako ni Jay na sumama. Ayun after the dinner, pasok kami sa loob ng studio ng Kapamilya Deal or No Deal. Nilaunch din dun yung mga new shows ng ABS CBN. May isang cast pa nga ng Let's Go ang naglaglag sa stage. Nyahahaha. Tsaka after ng show na yun, I heart Kris Aquino na! Basta sobrang natuwa ako sa kanya during the show.

Nung second day naman, si Paolo Bediones naman ang nakasalamuha ko and he called me a "router". Freak. May anniversary party din nung night kaso hindi na ako pumunta.

I heart Starcom! (Sana sabihin ko pa rin ito sa mga susunod na araw. Hehehe)

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Yey may net na ako dito sa Pampanga...Sigh..Matataglan siguro bago ako makapagblog uli ng madalas...

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Aalis na naman ang mga ate ko papuntang canada...

Yun na lang muna. Mamaya na lang yung iba.=)