Thursday, February 08, 2007

Kulet's Medley

"Maari na bang magpakilala..." - Kailan;MYMP

June 1,2006, the first time that I met Kulet. The usual introduction at all nothing more, nothing less. I can still remember my very first email, malamang work related and the funny part is hindi pala siya dapat yung tinanong ko.

"I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing..." - Push the Button;Sugababes

Syempre, madalas ko na syang nakakabatian. There were times na hinihiritan ko rin sya pero more often than not, lagi akong nabbrush aside.

"Its a start of something new..." - Start of Something New; Highschool Musical

Naalala ko, nagstart maging smooth sailing kami ni Kulet eh nung hinanap ko yung english translation nung song na hinahanap nya. Then ininvite nya ako na manood sa gig nila sa UP Bahay ng Alumni. Naging constant yung exchange ng emails namin and nakuha rin nya ang cell number ko.

"You're a god and I'm not..." - You're A God;Vertical Horizon

Nung napanood ko sya dun ko nalaman na rakista nga sya. Masyadong mataas... yung mga tipong hanggang crush lang talaga ito pero...

"I think I'm falling..." - Falling;Keahiwai

Yun yung time na narealize ko na nagfafall na ako sa kanya. I never expected na magiging mas close kami.

"I want you where you are now...Don't want to lose you" - Friends;

Yup as time goes by, naging close kami. Constant textmates, kakulitan, ka-email, kalabasan ng sama ng loob and stuffs...

"These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive. And these are the moments I'll remember all my life..I got all I've waited for...And I couldn't ask for more" - I couldn't ask for more;Edwin McCain

Syempre ang daming moments ako with Kulet. The most memorable ones are yung first time na nanood kami ng sine together and nung hinawakan nya yung kamay ko while tumatawid. Unforgiven 2006 yung first movie namin together. Hehehe. Syempre di ba I didn't expect na makakasama ko sya, and like binibigay ko lang yung ticket sa kanya biglang niyaya na nya ako. Basta ang saya. Tapos yun nga yung hinawakan nya ang kamay ko while tumatawid ako. Its the most unexpected one. Syempre andyan yung iba pa naming pinanood na movie yung World Trade Center tas yung Departed. Nandyan din yung mga inuman sessions namin. Mga lunch out,merienda and dinner namin. Mga lakad namin, yung pag-uwi namin ng sabay. And of course yung hindi nya ako iniwan hangga't di ako ok during the time na sinugod ako sa hospital.

"Why don't you tell me where it hurts.." Tell Me Where it Hurts; MYMP

There are a lot of times na alam ko na may mga problema sya or something. Minsan syempre gusto ko sabihin nya sa akin. May mga times naman na madalas sinasabi nya sa akin yung mga problema nya. The most memorable text:"Basta dyan ka lang"

"I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of mind.To say those words that I have said last night" - Mirror Mirror;M2M

Syempre di naiiwasan ang mga away. Mga hindi pagkaka-unawaan. First malupet naming away? Nung tinext ko sya na masama loob ko sya. Kasi ilang araw kaming hindi nagpansinan. Although yung mga away na kasalanan nya, inaamo nya agad ako. Eh knowing me, I easily gave in.

"Pangarap ka na lang ba o magiging katotohanan pa bakit may mahal ka ng iba?" - Mahal Naman Kita;Jaime Rivera

Syempre there were times na kinukwento nya sa akin yung mga crushes nya pero yung isang balita yung hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ba ako o hinde. May special someone na sya. Sigh...Pero well wala naman akong magagawa..

"Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa Di bale na lang kaya...Ngunit mahal ko sya...Pero pag kailangan nya naman ako, agad akong tumatakbo"- Di Bale na Lang; Gary V/Regine

Dumating yung time na parang medyo iba na yung treatment nya sa akin. Minsan nga hindi ako pinagpapansin nito. Pero syempre whenever na kailangan nya tulong ko, lagi akong andyan para sa kanya kahit ang daming beses na I wanted to give up na.

"I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you got me wrapped around your fingers..." Linger;Cranberries

Well.. the line explains for itself. Hehehe.

"Look at me now..Will I ever learn? I don't know how but I suddenly loose control. There's a fire within my soul..Just one look and I can hear the bell ring..One more look and I forget everything..Mama Mia..Here I go again...My my how can I resist you..Mama Mia does it show again..My My just how much I missed you...Yes I've been broken hearted..Blue since the day we parted..Why why did I ever let you go? Mama Mia now I really know I could never let you go"

- Mama Mia;Abba

And the sad reality is...

"Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you...
Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah..
One day I'll go dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you..."
-Someday We'll Know ;New Radicals

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hay buhay...ganyan talaga.:'( pero sabi nga it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. naks. haha. i really wish that one day you'll find that one person who will reciprocate your feelings:D
everything happens for a reason.:)

yun...

Anonymous said...

syempre im one of those people na nakakaalam ng story mo. i sincerely wish that you'll find happiness soon.

J said...

Thanks. Kung sino ka man. Hehehe.=)