The One With The Down Phase

I once again on my down phase again. Wala lang, I feel so down lang lately. Ang dami lang na nangyayari na nagpapa-nega sa emotion ko lately.

Una, I just can't believe na at this poin of my life, eh mabubully pa ako ng mga taong walang kwenta. I just hate it when people make you feel stupid. They wanted to make it look like a co-incidence? Hello, siguro sa una baka co-incidence lang yun pero kung mega nagkaroon na ng sagutan sa statuses sa Facebook bigla kang magrereact ng you are not my only friend in Facebook? Tangina. So delete and block.

Pangalawa, grabe I don't know what's with me. Parang wala na akong drive mag-aral. Una, I failed my Fall course tas yung Winter course ko naman eh I need to take supplemental exam, kung baga sa UP grades, 4 ang nakuha ko. Sigh. I really need to start studying na kasi dalawa exam ko this coming June.

Pangatlo, hindi ko alam nakakaramdam na naman ako ng kakaibang uneasiness towards my work. Parang feeling ko eh wala ng patutunguhan yung work ko parang I am not happy na. Maybe because dahila ng daming tao na umaalis sa work due to sevaral reasons. Wala lang, I just hate the feeling na na-iiwanan.

I hate this feeling. I want positivity naaaaa! Ang mga nagpasaya lang talaga sa akin this week sina Geneviever Fever, si Cess, si Mike trainer at humabol pa si Adi. Lol