The One With Failures

Yes that's with an S.

I hate the feeling of failing and I feel that this year I'm a failure. 2 of my subjects na kinuha ko for this year, I failed. I failed my road test. Ewan ko ba, parang ang loser ng feeling. Ayoko ng feeling na parang wala man lang akong accomplishment. Super baba ng self esteem ko ngayon na parang lahat na lang ng gawin ko mali.

I super appreciate my officemates. They are trying to comfort me saying na normal lang bumagsak sa road test sa first take and even telling their own share of stories pero wala eh parang ang failure pa rin ng dating ko.

Bwisit na curb na kasi yun. I think I want everything to be too perfect. Wala lang super bad trip lang.

Wake up call na rin siguro sa akin ito na to clean up my acts.

I hope mawala na yung feeling na ito.