It is freaking monday and mine it was not superb.

For some strange reason, I don't feel like myself today. I feel so exhausted. Funny thing is I haven't had a busy sunday. I even slept earlier relative to previous days. Maybe it is just waking on the wrong side of the bed.

This training program is taking its toll on me. It is sucking all my energy to zero level. Homework here..homework there. Will it ever end?? It is not good but my motivation right now is just moolah. Well maybe because I'm just disappointed with their career plan for me. I don't want to be a fucking telephone survey interviewer or a fucking cashier. Don't get me wrong I got no problem doing that job nor I find that job low. It is just the fact that they are giving us these trainings, these homeworks then I'll just land on jobs that I can get without attending their program. C'mon can't they think of any better alternatives for me? I got a fucking 8 8 8 7 on the Benchmark Test can't they give me an office assistant like job or a fucking teller in a bank? Sheesh..

Okay, I know some of you have heard this over and over and over again. Now I'm serious. I am closing the Kulet Saga chapter of my life. Why? Nauntog na ako. Enough said.

When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

I just really need Meann right now...I wish she was here...