With the latest na nangyayari sa mga paligid ko parang napag-iisip ako sa current na katayuan ko. Another one of my officemates, one of my former boss, resigned today. There are lot of things that happened that lead to that pero in the end the deciding factor was she chooses the thing that she wanted to do.
When we were at lunch her and one of my officemates were discussing of things that they really wanted to do. Parang ako tuloy napag-isip ako. Eto na ba talaga yung bagay na gusto kon gawin? Am I seeing myself growing old with this job? Do I really want to be an accountant?
I believe I found the job that I really wanted but I have to give it up. Until now parang iniisip ko na what if I didn't gave up that job because until now I still believe na parang yun ang calling ko. I was never bored with my job before and I don't mind staying late for work.
Right now, I am on a job that I want to believe that I want. I am takingn courses to be the person that I think tha I want to be. Pero do I really belong here? Is this really the place that I belong?
If I decided that this is not what I want, do I still have the guts to start all over again and take chances? Am I ready to throw away all the security that I currently have? If I pursue the path that right now I think that I was meant for, there are a lot of chances and risks that I need to take, am I ready for that? There are a lot of things that running in my mind right now or is this another phase that I have just because of the current happening at work?
I hope I can figure this one out soon.
***
I kinda felt bad for Steve right now. Kasi parang kahit paano with the resignation of Renee parang he is somehow involved in that. I just don't want to be in his position na parang ipit ka pero wala ka rin namang magawa kasi hindi mo naman kasalanan. I believe right now there is a big speculations na iniisip ng mga tao na kaya nagresign si Renee because of the movement sa Financial Reportiong involving Steve. Kasi originally sya yung hinire to succeed the Jason pero dahil nga sa mga events last year eh she was placed sa treasury tas ngayon nga magkakaroon ng big movement. I know Steve has nothing to do with it pero kahit paano you know he was involved. I don't know if I am soo naive or I just don't care kasi parang apparently everyone kinda expected it.
Hays. Iniisip ko na lang na maybe yung role talaga nya sa life ko is she was the one who helped me to move from Costing to Financial Reporting.
Sigh.
When we were at lunch her and one of my officemates were discussing of things that they really wanted to do. Parang ako tuloy napag-isip ako. Eto na ba talaga yung bagay na gusto kon gawin? Am I seeing myself growing old with this job? Do I really want to be an accountant?
I believe I found the job that I really wanted but I have to give it up. Until now parang iniisip ko na what if I didn't gave up that job because until now I still believe na parang yun ang calling ko. I was never bored with my job before and I don't mind staying late for work.
Right now, I am on a job that I want to believe that I want. I am takingn courses to be the person that I think tha I want to be. Pero do I really belong here? Is this really the place that I belong?
If I decided that this is not what I want, do I still have the guts to start all over again and take chances? Am I ready to throw away all the security that I currently have? If I pursue the path that right now I think that I was meant for, there are a lot of chances and risks that I need to take, am I ready for that? There are a lot of things that running in my mind right now or is this another phase that I have just because of the current happening at work?
I hope I can figure this one out soon.
***
I kinda felt bad for Steve right now. Kasi parang kahit paano with the resignation of Renee parang he is somehow involved in that. I just don't want to be in his position na parang ipit ka pero wala ka rin namang magawa kasi hindi mo naman kasalanan. I believe right now there is a big speculations na iniisip ng mga tao na kaya nagresign si Renee because of the movement sa Financial Reportiong involving Steve. Kasi originally sya yung hinire to succeed the Jason pero dahil nga sa mga events last year eh she was placed sa treasury tas ngayon nga magkakaroon ng big movement. I know Steve has nothing to do with it pero kahit paano you know he was involved. I don't know if I am soo naive or I just don't care kasi parang apparently everyone kinda expected it.
Hays. Iniisip ko na lang na maybe yung role talaga nya sa life ko is she was the one who helped me to move from Costing to Financial Reporting.
Sigh.
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