What It Feels Like...

Using crutches for a week was a humbling experience. As I said before I have a new found respect for people who are in crutches. It is not easy. To be honest, at first I enjoyed the attention like everyone is being kind to you but as days passed by parang yung extreme kindness that they were showing to you parang it will come to a point that you wished they could treat you as a normal person and you can't help but to succumb to self pity. Parang naawa na rin ako sa sarili kasi parang ang daming naawa sa akin. It's a good thing though na my feet are getting better. Mukhang effective yung gamot na binigay sa sakin. I finally got rid of my crutches na.

My doctor gave me an excuse slip yesterday so that I don't need to go to work for today and tomorrow. Eh kaso ewan ko ba, normally I would love a break kaso parang it felt so wrong if I took today and tomorrow off kahit advised na ng doctor. There's a guilt feeling kasi sa akin na parang ang dami ko ng days na na-miss na parang nakakahiya kung aabsent pa uli ako. I know it sounded so wrong pero ewan ko ba. Tsaka kasi ako feeling ko rin naman kaya kong pumasok so papasok ako.

I catched a re-run of Glee episode today, the one with the slushies, wala lang, Matthew Morrison is sooo hot in that episode pati na rin si Puck. Lol.

I should be really studying for my Communication course pero ewan ko ba parang wala na akong energy tuwing umuuwi ako. Sigh.

**Title should have been What It Feels Like for a Girl kaso I don't think the last part of the title is not applicable for this entry.