The One With All The Paranoia

This morning I was so paranoid that they haven't received my email na I was sick yesterday kaya hindi ako nakapasok. I dunno, maybe it's part of my personality yung pagiging paranoid. I was seriously afraid na baka kausapin ako ng boss ko ang reprimand me about not informing him and our admin assistant that I am taking the day off.

There is another hush hush going on in our department at least. I dunno, you can actually feel it when somethings going on with all the closed door meetings and usually with the managers. Basta kakaiba yung atmosphere kanina.

I am feeling sad that Milton, one of my officemates who actually teaching me how to drive is taking some time off from work. Hindi ko alam what's the real reason pero wala lang isa kasi sya sa mga nakakusap ko talaga sa work and I can vent out. Hays.

Anyway, kwentong landi lang, my gosh Jason is sooo cute. He recently got a new haircut and I got a thing with guys with clean cut hair, actually crew cut yung gupit nya. Ahihihi. Shet is it so wrong to lust (yes lust is the word) for my boss who is a happily married man?

Grabe, I can't believe with the sudden popularity of the Jejemons. Lol! Wala lang I mean we know that they are there na pero before no one really paid attention to them pero ngayon parang all of a sudden eh super sikat na sila. Lol.

The One With Horoscopes

Naalala ko dati super nag-eenjoy ako sa pagbabasa ng mga horoscope especially yungs a Libre. Well, even before pa naman lagi kong binabasa yung horoscope ko sa mga newspaper or even sa comics. Minsan kasi nakakatuwa na parang minsan close to what your reality is. Minsan nga sa sobrang pagkatuwa ko eh binabasahan ko yung buong team namin dati sa Starcom hehehe.

Anyways, medyo nakakapraning lang kasi yung horoscope ko this past two days. I have a daily desk calendar kasi with my horoscope in it. So ayun, yung horoscope ko yesterday has something to do with profitable change that will come my way. Eh syempre ang biro ko either magkaka-increase ako or I'll find a new job. Lol. Tas yung ngayon naman may significant alteration naman daw sa program ko. Lol! Parang may gusto bang ipahiwatig sa akin ito?? Hehehe.

The One With The Reward

Last Wednesday night, after running for 3 miles I experienced an excruciating pain on both of my feet. I mean I usually have the pain before in my foot but not on both feet and not that painful. Yung nakaka-inis pa, I usually have a couple of Excedrin on my little medicine box pero syempre nawala sya that night so I had to settle with Tylenol na I believe na never naman naging effective.

I was thinking na hindi na lang ako papasok ng Thursday kasi sobrang sakit talaga and hindi ako makalakad. Eh naisip it's our quarter end and Jason would probably need the Vendor Rebates done. Naisip ko rin, may Excedrin dun sa office so mas mababawasan yung pain with Excedrin. So ayun pumasok nga ako na mega effort sa paglakad and yun nga pagpasok ko nga parang Jason needs the month end stuffs to be done. So I actually spend some time with him. I don't know about other people but I love spending time with my boss kahit work related pa. So for me that is very rewarding for me. Lol. I looove him. Lol. Syet Did I wrote that one out? Lol.

So syempre nagpatuloy pa rin yung high na yun until Friday kasi may mga diniscuss pa rin kami. Lol. Ewan ko ba. Ahihihi.

So I finally confirmed that my trainer's girlfriend is Filipina. Last Friday, I was teaching him some words in Filipino. Nahihiya akong sabihin in Filipino yung mga salita na tinatanong nya. Ahahaha. Anyways, my trainer would be moving to Vancouver. Ewan ko, the weird thing is parang I don't feel anything. Parang wala lang. Okay lang sa akin. Siguro I finally moved on na about him. Lol. He told me he's gonna hook me up with another trainer before he leaves. Siguro okay na rin yun.

I hate it. I miscalculated the deadline of my assignment for MS1 course. I know it's April 20 pero hindi ko narealize na sa Tuesday na pala ang April 20. Grrr. I have 2 more questions left.

The One With Mire

Dumating yung point sa buhay ko na nalubog ako sa lusak. I am not proud of it pero I won't deny it naman na I've been there. Although hindi naman yung level na pumokpok ako or something lol!

I guess lahat naman ng tao dumating sa point na they did something na parang they are not very proud of. Ako dumating ako sa point na naging destructive ako. Gumagawa ako ng mga bagay na nakakasakit sa ibang tao at nakakasakit sa akin. Siguro yung worst side of me eh yung time nung fourth year college ako. Andito talaga yung time na I feel na napakasama kong tao or people made me feel that. I think the only good thing that came out from it was I found my best friends that accept me for whatever I am.

Siguro isa sa mga pinanghihinayangan ko is nawala yung friendship ko sa isa sa mga taong I consider na naging super close ko.

Dati noon pag nanonood ako ng soap opera hindi ko maintindihan yung mga contrabida na gumagawa ng sobrang kasamaan all in the name of love. Pero after nung mga napagdaanan ko, I somehow understand them na. I am not justifying na tama ang ginagawa nila pero I realized na when a person is desperate for love, kung ano anong bagay ang magagawa mo.

Syempre I learned my lessons na after ng mga naranasan ko that time. Paminsan minsan nagiging destructive ako pero it's not as bad as before.

Ayoko ng gumapang sa lusak muli.

The One With All The Hush Hush

I was busy this week with me just coming back from holidays and quarter end on the side. As usual, during quarter end, everything that could possibly go wrong will definitely go wrong. So ayun.

Yesterday, I learned something that I am not sure if it is a secret or not, someone in our office gave her two weeks notice already. It is just sad that she is one in our team that I like. I mean isa sa mga hindi mabigat ka-work. I just found this out during our lunch. So while we are discussing that thing, may isa pang nagreveal ng isang secret. Steve will be resigning too in the near future kasi his fiancee will be moving to a different city na so syempre kasama sya. Kinda sad lang din, kasi isa sya sa mga cuties sa office lol.

Apparently, there was a talk about dun sa isa naming officemate who was upset this week because of an evaluation of the training that he conducted so feeling namin dahil sa nangyari eh baka magresign na sya.

So on the lighter side of things, I bougth a laptop to replace my old one. Nagdalawang isip ako, if I am gonna buy a Sony Vaio or a Toshiba, dahil siguro sa service nung isa kong laptop sa akin and sa mga recommendation ng ibang tao, I stick with Toshiba. Infairness, I love it lol. Nakakatuwa rin na madali kong nailipat yung iTunes library ko dito sa sa new Tosh ko thanks to my classic Ipod! Ang dali dali lang pala magtransfer, nung unang beses ko kasi na nagtransfer ako super effort. Go to Apple support, very helpful!

The One That was Written Durin The Lecture

I wrote this blog entry while I was on my MS1 lecture class last Tuesday. I was so sleepy but I am not sure if it is because of the lecturer or my body clock is still not adjusted.

Boston Cream is one of my favourite donuts ever. I remember whenever I stopped by Dunkin Donuts I always check to see if they have one. Weird thing most of the time, they don't have this. It is not surprising that this kind of donut is one of those that have the highest calorie content. I watch my calorie intake but not a calorie counter. Minsan, I find these calorie counters a little bit OA. Parang lahat na lang eh laging tinitignan yung calorie count. Parang yung isang officemate ko lahat parang how many calories lagi ang tanong. Funny thing, kahit anong bilang nila sa calorie eh parang wala namang nagbabago sa katawan nila.

OMG, I still feel that I am not fully adjusted here. Putol putol pa rin ang tulog ko sa gabi and pagdating ng hapon ay sobrang inaantok naman ako. Sa sobrang antok ko I missed my stop and bumaba ako 3 blocks away from our place. Tas bago ako pumasok I bought a medium double double coffee sa Timmy's pero simula pa lang ng lecture eh antok na antok na ako. So much for caffeine di ba.

My gosh! I think I won't be attending the lectures on my spring course. Parang lasing yung lecturer.