Haunted

May mga bagay sa buhay natin na we considered as closed book. Things in the past that were so good but were ended. These things, often, ended na hindi natin gusto, sometimes painful. We tried to move on and consider these things as part of the past, a closed chapter of our lives. But sometimes, even dead people came back to life.

Returning to UP for the annual UP fair is like visiting a graveyard where everything in that place were part of the past. The dead came back like ghost that will haunt you for a certain period of time bringing different emotions and it is up to you how you will react when you see one. Some will react as if the ghost is still alive and he or she is still part of the world, its hard for them to let go and they are living in a fantasy that they are still meddling with the world of ghosts. Others would love to see familiar ghost and yet a simple small talk is sufficient for them. After that small talk and kamustahan, they moved on to their own world. Some are so afraid of ghosts to the point that they don't even want to see or feel the ghost. These persons have painful past and they are not yet ready to face thei ghosts. Others don't see ghosts or pretended not to see one.

But still there are always some that haunts every one of us. They often came like a thief in the night, unexpected and without warning. They came when our defenses are low and we have no choice but to let them haunt us.

Last friday/saturday, we had an overnight at Zel's House. Well, the supposed to be bonding became a sleeping session ahehehe but nakapagbonding din naman kami. I really missed these things. Overnights and all. College is really fun and yet you'll realize this when you have graduated and started to live in the real world. Masarap maging student.

Hay...bakit kaya may mga taong pakialemera? I mean mga wala naman K makialam like adviser ba sila or boss ba sila or director ba sila. Lam mo yun they are masking it pa na criticism in a good way daw, nyak pakikialam rin kaya yun. I mean ano bang alam nila dun sa pinakikialaman nila, have they ever tried that job ba para magsabi sila ng such criticisms. Try kaya natin na sya yung pakialaman sa ginagawa nya na parang every move nya tinitignan tignan ko lang kung ano mafeel mo at kung di ka rin mapiss off. Hello di po ito ang first time na nangyari ito at hello nung nangyari yun hindi po big issue yun parang ganun talaga eh prefer nila dun kahit gaano kaganda ang plan of action you can't force people to do something. Tsaka haler wala kang alam about the process kasi you never tried doing the job. Tsaka pede ba stop being a bait baitan person. Pede next time, kung wala kang alam about the process, kung wala kang K makialam, at kung wala kang alam sa mga pangyayari pwede just shut that big thing in your face called mouth and just let go and move on with your life, you were so over. Ayan ha, wala akong binabanggit na name, ang magreact guilty.

Thanks to Ele and Karen for the nice chat sa email. hehehe