Cold Soup

Something's wrong with me and I don't know what the hell it is.

I love listening to Alanis' Jagged Little Pill album, not that there is anything wrong about that, its just that most of the songs are hate songs, and if I love listening to hate songs, definetly something is not right.

I also started texting people with my usual "hello, musta na?". Another sign.

I'm also extremely emotional right now. I find myself on verge of tears when listening to sad/mushy love songs. Yesterday, mukha akong gago, naiiyak ako sa Head Over Feet na song ni Alanis. Napansin pa ng Boss ko, tinanong ako "are you ok?" Fota. Kanina naman Till they take my heart away and Out of Reach ang dumali sa akin. I also have extreme mood swings right now. I also find myself so engrossed with work to the extent that I forgot to eat.

I'm slowly losing my appetite and for some strange reason and I usually find myself not happy, not sad though, I'm just not happy. I laugh once in a while usually when reading blogs about our galera trip but that's it. The feeling of exhaustion is very overpowering.

I easily get irritated with people. I just want them just to leave me alone.

Maybe I'm just tired. 2 days in a row, I stayed in the office until 10pm doing the overly boring, overly tedious, overly nakakabobo and overly nakakasawang "make the line straight" project. I need a vacation again.

I'm missing Sungit badly, again.