Ground Zero

"Kami nina Ken and Jae, ayaw namin sa iyo dati, eventually ok ka naman pala."

One of his statements that crushed me last night.

Again I'm starting to believe that work place is no place for making friends. Yeah I know, there is the "eventually ok ka naman pala" But knowing that it came from those people that you think your comfort zone during that time, I really feel deceived. Bringing back the paranoia that I've learned to let go. I'm really hurt right now.

I also hate the fact that your personality is judged by a single phrase that you've said unintentionally. I know its wrong to say "Starcom is a bobo job". Wrong choice of words. I just want to explain that I feel that I can't use what I've studied for four years and I don't have any sense of growth regarding work. Yes as I said, I admit I was wrong to say that and I apologized already but to judge me and my perceptions based on that simple phrase?

Please stop acting as if you know me. I don't know if that is ego or what, you can't always be right. I have my own principles and I look life in a different way. I have faith in people, I usually try to look for something good in a person. For your case, I thought I saw something good but maybe I'm wrong.

I'm back at zero right now and yes you crushed me again.

Btw, stupidest is also accepted.