Reality Bites

and it really sucks...

When you feel so happy and you are full of exuberance, there will always something that will make you feel sad or gloomy. Reality check, you can never be that happy. It will come like a thief in the night and it will struck you when you least expect it. Once again I had left my defenses down.

I know I should not be affected, but I feel a tiny bit of pain in there. Meann assured me that it is okay to be affected and to feel the "kirot", as I call it. I cry, a little, just to relieve the "kirot" that I'm feeling. Then I remember, an email that was sent to me. It is not ok to be affected by someone who I don't give a damn anymore. Its like him having power over me. He still have a power to hurt me.

I found that idea not ok.

And now, I picked myself up and I have cried already, and that is enough.

Eventhough I'm bruised, I'm now ok.

Besides I have Sungit naman eh.:)

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It is quite amazing, how cheaters managed to get top spots...I still believed in KARMA.

Fota...no wonder we have this kind of government.