Shet..the happy mood is gone, totally.
I'm back from being the pathetic me again. I never expected a week without a single hi from you would affect me this much or should I say would hurt me this much. I almost cry kasi di man lang kita nakausap kahit you were only inches away from me. I don't know if it was my fault kasi di kita tinawag kasi ang parang ang awkward naman nakatalikod ka tas hi lang ang sasabihin ko baka isipin mo feeling close ako. OR this is me na nag-iinarte na gusto ikaw yung unang pumansin sa akin. Akala ko naman kasi tuloy tuloy na after nung last week... or I expected too much lang. Tanga ko naman kasi di ba ang hiningi ko lang is kausapin nya ako, lech mega nagexpect kasi ako, hindi ako makuntento.
Bravo, Jerson, bravo!
(series of mura and curses)
Tangina, mega paniwala naman kasi ako na kuntento na ako sa ganun, akala ko forever na akong masaya, as if pwede yun di ba?
(series of mura and curses again)
Bakit hinayaan ko na naman ang sarili ko sa ganitong sitwasyon na naman??
Fuck, I hate myself.
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