Thursday, March 30, 2006

Sunshine!

Umuulan as labas...makulimlim pero haler naka-dilaw ako, yung tipong baby yellow pa. Yung tipong color ng yellow na pang summer ang dating. Parang ang off ng suot ko sa panahon. ang weird pa kasi kahit saan ako magpunta ngayon ako lang ang nakadilaw. Ang saya daba?

Actually, ang ganda ng simula ng araw ko. Pagpasok ko sa office si sungit(super crush) agad ang nakasalubong ko at the best part is nagbabatian na uli kami ahihihi! A really nice way to start the day.:)

Then nakausap ko thru ym sina Karen and Ele, grabe I really loved having email conversation with these two gals. Sabi ko na nga ba may purpose ang pagrerepost ko nung pambubugaw namin kay Ele kasi ngayon meron na rin kaming agent sa America para humanap ng customers ni Ele. Ahahahaha.

I've planned to write this entry in english but mas masaya syang ipost ng tagalog hehehe.

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Why are there some people who are so insensitive and cruel in treating other people? I mean you won't laugh if that thing happened to you. I really do believe in karma. I find it quite disappointing that some people find the misfortune of others funny.

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I watched PBB's Big Debate yesterday, and yes I saw stupidity in its highest level through Kim Atienza. Why did I say so? Bianca as a role model to the youth, okay let me use the exact phrase "Si Bianca ay tunay na role model sa kabataan" Syet, did he actually hear what he said? I've got nothing against Bianca or what but Mr. Kim Atienza is actually saying is it is ok to have a romantic relationship to other guy even if you have a boyfriend. It is like saying that two timing is perfectly ok. Role model huh, so this is the values you want to impart to your children? He even defended it with"ikaw nasa loob ka ng bahay yung crush mo nalaman mo na crush ka rin nya..pag ikaw hindi ka nagfall baka dalawang araw lang di ka na tumagal" IT IS A VERY LAME EXCUSE! I mean, Mr. Kim Atienza, are you telling me that it is ok for your wife to fall in love to someone else whom she have a crush with? I mean that was very unfair for Bianca's boyfriend. Reality check she had a boyfriend. I don't give a damn if Bianca would fall to Zanjoe or she flirted with him, I just don't get the idea that she should be a role model. I mean someone who have a boyfriend or in a serious relationship and would flirt to her crush because she knew that her crush is feeling the same way for her should be imitated. She never made an effort to avoid Zanjoe or something. Mr. Kim Atienza, are you telling that dapat tularan si Bianca ng mga kabataan? Yeah, you might say that she is just being true to herself. But it doesn't erased the fact that what she have done is definetly wrong. Sana nakipagbreak muna sya before she fool around with Zanjoe. I will not be really surprised if you will be a supporter of divorce here in the Philippines.

Re-Issue #01

I plan to post some of my old entries in my old blogs na fave ko. So this is a part of my entry in My So Called Freaking Life blog on September 22,2005 entitled "I Bid Farewell". I still laugh when I'm reading this.:)
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KWENTONG BWAHAHAHA

Biggest and most honest confession that I got from a friend :
Friend:PANGIT AKO
Me:waw aminado ahehehe

MAPANGLAIT!!!
Meann:Ay ang sweet hinawakan sa pwet
Je:Syempre mag-asawa
Meann:hindi rin no
Je:DUH MAY ANAK (voice booming in the food court)
Meann:Mukhang mas matanda yung girl
Je:Ok lang jologs din naman yung lalaki
Meann:Oo nga

mwehehehe.

MGA BUGAW
Meann:Ele mukhang mabenta ka ha
Je:oo nga
Meann:Ako manager mo,ihahanap kita ng customers
Je;Ako PA
Meann;Ang hatian 30 30 40
Ele:mga bugaw
Ele:hahaha
Meann:Mayayaman yung target market natin
Je:Mga 5k 2 hours?
Meann:3 hours naman
Ele:gagu
Ele:Mga true friends ko talaga kayo!!!
Meann:kami ng bahala kay dj
Je:Oo nga.
Ele;Gagu!
Ele:mga best friends ko talaga kayo!!
Je:oo naman
Je:kita mo naman tinutulungan ka namin matupad ang pangarap na ref ng iyong inay
Meann:Oo nga.Ele yayaman tayo run
Ele:gagu!
Ele:Ahahaha
Meann:Ivivideo pa namin
Je:Oo nga extra income yun
Meann:tama tama
Je:O kaya isama natin sa package yung parang sa kasal
Meann:tama tama
Ele:baliw
Ele:Hayup kayo

mahaba pa actually ito.pero icucut ko na ahehehe.Yung dialogue namin ni Meann sa itaas (mapanglait) actually naghahanap na kami ng market para kay ele.WAHEHEHEHE!

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Mga Kwento Habang Umuulan

Ahihihi..kahit masungit sya ngayon cute pa rin sya.:) Well, baka marami nga lang syang iniisip pero at least nag-usap na ulit tayo. ahihihi!:)

Oh well, dapat half day lang ako ngayon since wala ang mga bossing but no pagpasok ko wala kaming LAN ni Penny at around 11 na sya naayos. Meaning wala akong nagawang work from 8-11. Tas umulan pa so nakakahiya ng maghalfday. Di bale next week na lang. AT least nakausap ko sya ahihihi.:)

Kumain kami sa Pizza Hut Bistro, anak ng tokwa ang mahal pala di pa masyadong masarap..sigh..so much for pagtitipid.Di bale nakausap ko naman sya.:)

Kagabi, sa kalagitnaan ng aking pag-eemote sa katext kong Prinsesa, aba'y tinulugan ba naman ako! Tama ba yun? Pero kung tatanungin uli ako ni Cess kung nakaget over na ako ang sasabihin ko na sagot ay: OO totally kasi me nagpapabilis at nagpapabagal na ng heartbeat ko at the same time.:)

I love the rain!:)

Another fave of mine from Sugababes

Obsession Sugababes lyrics
Artist: Sugababes
Album: Taller In More Ways
Year: 2005
Title: Obsession

You are an obsession i cannot sleep
I am a posession that you feed
Theres no balance no equality
But still i will not except defeat

I will have you yes i will have you
I will celebrate and i will have you

You are an obsession, you're my obsession
Who do you want me to be
To make you sleep with me [x2]

I feed you i drink you my day and my night
I need you i need you by sun or candlelight
You protest, you wanna leavelike a butterfly oh a butterfly
I will collect you and capture you

Stay oh theres no alternative
Love is a bit of skin I see the beauty there
But i see danger, stranger beware
A circumstance in your naked dreams
You reflection is not what it seems

You are an obsession, you're my obsession
Who do you want me to be
To make you sleep with me [x2]

My fantasy has turned to madness
And all my goodness has turned to badness
My need to possess you has consumed my soul
My life is trembling i have no control

I will have you yes i will have you
I will find a way and i will have you
Like a butterfly oh a butterfly I will collect you and capture you

You are an obsession, you're my obsession
Who do you want me to be
To make you sleep with me

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Sugababes Addiction

Weee! Got the latest album of Sugababes! Weee!






Another fave song from Sugababes!!!

Bruised Sugababes lyrics
Artist: Sugababes
Album: Taller In More Ways
Title: Bruised
Da na da na da na da na da na da na da na na
Da na da na da na da na da na da na da na na
Loves, not how it used to be
And the passion that made me strong
Is clearly breaking me

I scream you shout you're my favourite enemy
I wanna hurt you like you're hurting me
Up down your moods swing with more extremity
This heartache won't go away

I bruise when you get close
Feel my body choke
Bitter last blows
In the war with you
When you get close
el my body choke
So the pain grows
In the war with you

Da na da na da na (in the war with you)
Da na da na da na na

You're chasing I'm running
The weapons keep coming
Don't do it I'll lose it
I'm seeing red
I'm on low resistance
You better keep your distance
Before you do something you might regret

I scream you shout you're my favourite enemy
I wanna hurt you like you hurting me
Up down your words come with more intensity
This heartache wont go away

I bruise when you get close
Feel my body choke
Bitter last blows
In the war with you
When you get close
Feel my body choke
So the pain grows
In the war with you

Da na da na da na (in the war with you)
Da na da na da na (in the war with you)
Da na da na da na (in the war with you)
Da na da na da na na na

Though I bruise easy with you boy
I know you still got the power to hurt me
So Stay out of my way now
Till loves gone, gone
So I can move on

I bruise when you get close
Feel my body choke
Bitter last blows
In the

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Go Ahead Push The Button

Freak! I suddenly love this song!

Push The Button Sugababes lyrics
Artist: Sugababes
Album: Taller In More Ways

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I Wanna kiss and
Everything around it but he's too distant
I wanna feel his body
I can't resist it

I know my hidden looks can be deceiving
But how obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respected me

I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You're still not getting it
Now that you’ve heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came over and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control (I control)

If you're ready for me boy
(For me boy)
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
(Oh, oh)
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

Minsan Pa sa Rooftop

Kasabay ng pag-ihip ng hangin ay unti unting napawi ang hinagpis na aking nararamdaman. Dinala ng hangin ang mga luha at mga sakit na aking dala.
Muling ngumiti ang puso ko habang ako'y nasa rooftop.

Matagal na rin ng huli akong umakyat at tumambay sa rooftop kasama ang aking officemate na siMyra. Ito ang nagsisilbing pahingahan at langit namin dito sa opisina. Dito sariwa ang hangin kumpara sa air conditioned na opisina namin. Sa rooftop, malaya at magaang ang pakiramdam malayo sa bigat na dulot ng stress sa trabaho. sa rooftop ay parang nakawala ako sa preso na aking kinasadlakan. Sa rooftop, minsan pa naramdaman ko ang maging malaya.

Napakaganda ng tanawin sa rooftop, sa muli naming pag-akyat ay naabutan namin ang papalubog na araw. Ibang katahimikan at kapayapaan ang pakiramdam sa itaas. Mula sa rooftop makikita mo ang nagtatagong kagandahan ng siyudad na hindi maaring makita mula sa ibaba.

Pansamantala, nakalimutan ko ang aking problema kasabay ng paglubog ng araw.

Ang ihip ng hangin ay tila mga mapag-arugang bisig ng isang ina na hinahaplos ang parte ng iyong katawan na masakit at ika'y iduduyan upang ika'y makapagpahinga ng lubusan.

Kasabay ng takipsilim ay ang pagbabalik sa katotohanan. Back to work na uli...

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Invisible Me

Is it possible ba na kahit sobrang magkaharap na kayo ng isang tao ay di ka pa rin nya makita?
Ewan ko ba, nagulat ako ng binati kita at hindi mo ako pinansin.. Hindi ko alam kung galit ka ba sa akin or kung anong reason kung bakit di mo ako papansinin...Kahit kinoconvince ako ni Myra na it is possible na di nya ako nakita or napansin..hindi ko mapaniwala ang sarili ko dun...Ewan...

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Cravings

I crave for Jollibee foods right now! Although nasatisfy ko na yung cravings ko sa Macaroni Salad nila, I still want:
-Crispy Bangus Belly
-Ice Craze
-Champ
-Chicken Joy!

waa! miss ko na Jabi!

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HUWAAAAT?!?

I just found out na may asawa't anak na ang ultimate crush ko...(this is different from super crush)
Kagulat..ang galing magtago.hehehe

Monday, March 27, 2006

Love Matters Again

Sabi nila one of the greatest feeling na mararamdaman mo is falling in love pero this feeling can also lead to a lot of heartaches and pains in yout life. Mas masakit ito lalo na pag nasa situation ka na ikaw lang ang nagmamahal, meaning one way lang ang feeling. Mahal mo sya pero hindi ka nya mahal. Minsan for some strange reason parang napakalaking kasalanan na magmahal ng tao na hindi ka mahal, hindi ba pag nalaman ng taong mahal mo na mahal mo sya tas sya walang feelings for you eh parang all of a sudden eh iiwasan ka nya bigla or worse magagalit sya sa iyo. Tipong pagsisihan mo bakit mo sinabi. Ang weird kasi parang itnuturo sa atin na dapat tayong magmahalan pero bakit kaya ganun pag nagmahal ka ng tao na hindi ka mahal or imposible kang mahalin eh kailangan mo ring tanggapin na masasaktan ka on the process or ihanda mo na ang sarili mo na mawawala sa iyo ang taong yun once na malaman nya. Ang weird di ba?

Sabi nila "Love doesn't have to hurt to feel good", pero mas madalas parang magkasama ang love and hurt. Sa ganitong pagkakataon ba dapat mutual ang love? According naman sa isang text message;"Sometimes loving could be so painful & difficult, but its amazing to know that no matter how hard it is, loving someone is still the simplest reason why you'll always find yourself smiling". Ano ba talaga? I mean kung paniniwalaan mo yung una eh pag nasasaktan ka na, hindi na love yun pero kung maniniwala ka naman sa later eh parang part na ng love ang pains.

Siguro balikan ko yung topic ko sa first paragraph, loving someone who doesn't love you back. Minsan pinaniniwala natin ang ating sarili na hindi tayo umaasang mamahalin rin tayo ng taong mahal natin pero deep inside may small voice na nagsasabi sa atin na malay mo mahalin ka rin nya one of these days. Madalas sa ganitong pagkakataon nagpapakamartir tayo. Tanggap lang tayo ng tanggap ng lahat ng mga suntok at tadyak. Kahit sobrang bugbog na ang puso natin ay ok lang sa atin, mahal natin eh lahat ok lang kasi yung nagpapasaya sa atin eh yung taong nanakit sa atin. Syempre irereason out pa natin na hindi naman nya alam na nasaktan nya ako kaya for sure hindi nya sinasadya kasi hindi naman nya gagawin yung kung alam nya. Although minsan hindi natin minemean or intention nasasaktan din natin ang mga taong mahal natin. Akala natin hindi masama yung ginagawa natin pero madalas nasasaktan natin yung mga taong mahal natin. Ang masama pa nun wala silang idea kung bakit minsan nagagalit tayo or nasasaktan natin sila, ang lalabas pa napaka-irational natin. Yun yung frustrating part, gusto mong explain ang side mo pero alam mo pag ginawa mo yun mas malaking gulo ang papasukin mo.

So what's the next stage? Syempre walang lihim na hindi nabubunyag. Malalaman nya na may feelings ka para sa kanya. May tatlong ways para malaman nya, sabihin mo, mahahalata nya or may makikialam at magsasabi sa kanya. Yung last two ways yung medyo tagilid ka kasi pwedeng di mo pa narerealize na alam na nya or bibiglain ka nya na alam na nya, mapapansin mo na lang na umiiwas na sya or may parang nagbago. May iba't ibang reaction yung tao pag nalaman nya, minsan yung iba they are cool about it parang ok lang pero expect mo na may magbabago talaga. Most prob iiwasan ka. Marerealize mo rin na mas masakit pala pag alam nya. Kasi hindi mo na mapapaniwala ang sarili mo sa excuse na "hindi naman nya alam kaya hindi nya sinasadya na saktan ako" Kasi marerealize mo na wala syang pakialam kung masaktan ka man sa gagawin nya o hindi. He/She doesn't care about your feelings.

Then after nung darating ka sa point na mauuntog ka or magigising ka sa katotohanan na wala ng sense ang pagpapakamartir at kailangan mo namang pahalagahan ang sarili mo or just sobra na ang sakit tama na kaya kakalimutan na kita. Most prob we'll push ourselves so hard para makapag move on agad at makalimutan sya. Gaya ng sinabi ko before sa mga previous entries ko yung "crash moving on" eh parang crash diet lang yan, usually hindi effective at mas nakakasama. Paniniwalain natin ang sarili natin na nakamove on pero in reality hindi pa pala and when we realized this para tayong nahulog sa isang mataas na place,masakit ang pagbagsak. I know, I've been there. May mga times rin naman na pinipilit natin na idivert ang attention natin sa iba, yung tipong sasabihin natin na "may bago na ako" or sya na lang yung mamahalin ko, pero sadly hindi rin nagiging effective ito dahil ang motivation natin is para makalimutan lang yung isa. Sinubukan ko rin ito. The best way is wag mong pilitin ang sarili mo na magmove on, wag mong ideny sa sarili mo na affected ka pa rin. Moving on takes time. Minahal mo yung tao eh, hindi naman bigla biglang mawawala yun. Take one step at a time and slowly it will fade away. Siguro libangin mo ang sarili mo and slowly makakalimutan mo rin sya. Sabi nila makakamove on ka totally kung makakapagmahal ka na uli ng iba, I mean, mahal mo sya for the simple reason na mahal mo sya hindi dahil gusto mong makamove on lang. Tama si Sam Milby "huwag hanapin ang pag-ibig ito'y darating..umasang magmahal muli ang syang magagawa".

Nah, I'm no love guru or posing as one..lahat ng mga sinabi ko is based on my experience. But still, I want to believe that love doesn't have to hurt to feel good...

Majika Theme Song
Kitchie Nadal

Aaah......aah...aah
Aaah.......aah....aah

Sa pagsibol ng araw
Nakikiusap na sa ulap
Mapalikas na mapalinlang
Mga aninong bumabalot sa lupa
Bahaghari lang nais na matanaw...

Chorus:
Majika...aaah
Ikaw ang tanging pag-asa
Binhi sa kanyang kinagisnan
Pagkat landas ay di na babalikan

Sa paghamon ng gabi
Bakas ng luha'y susundin
Patungo sa mapaglarong tadhana
At nag-aalab na lihim
Sa ngalan ng pag-ibig ay tutuklasin

Repeat chorus

Kalawakan ay di likas sa binhi
Nadadala lamang ng ihip ng hangin
Kakapit at umaasa
Majika...

Repeat chorus

Aaah...aah...aah...aah
Aaah...aah...aah...aah...
Aaah...

-> latest addiction

Sunday, March 26, 2006

The Usual Monday Morning Update

Saturday, 7:04 am in my bedroom still sleeping when...

Black Eyed Peas' My Humps began playing

Me:Aargh who would be calling me in this time of the day..Hello(sleepy voice)
Close Friend:JE!!!! Good Morning!!!!
Me:Bakit?(irritated with the so happy voice)
Close Friend: Nakadate ko na yung ultimate dream boy ko! Ahihihihi!
Me:Lech! Tinawagan mo ako just for that??? Alam mo bang Tulog pa ako??
Close Friend:Sige na makinig ka na, friend naman kita.Hehehehe.Di ko inexpect na yayain nya ako..
Me:Okay...Did you fuck?
Close Friend:Ano ba...makinig ka muna kasi...( a lot of blah blah which I don't give a damn)
Me: So...did you fuck?
Close Friend: Ano ka ba, makinig ka kasi di pa tapos kwento ko.
Me:fine..
Close Friend:(a lot of blah blah's again)
Me:So..did you fuck nga?
Close Friend: Potek naman Je...Hell, yes!
Me:(wearing big grin) I thought so..It wouldn't be you if you don't hehehe.So was it great?
Close Friend:Yup..Alam mo may mga times talaga na I really hate you, isa ito sa mga yun.
Me:Lam mo nakasave ka sana ng mga around 10 minutes kung sinabi mo lang na "hi je, nakadate ko na dream boy ko, and we have a great fuck!"
Close Friend:Ewan ko sa iyo wala kang kwenta.
Me: Next time kasi wag tumawag ng sobrang aga para sa ganyan lang di ba?
Close Friend: SIge na nga bye na
Me: Bye...(hung up) freak.

->ang sama ko no? ahehehe.

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Ang saya ng text sessions namin ni Cess. Mabuhay ang Globe! (kahit kailangan ko pang mang-away ng operator nila para ma-activate ang pesteng unlimitext)

"Kuya Je can you hear me shouting?!?" hehehehe

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I am getting my groove back..been listening to BeeGees, ABBA and VST and Co. again. 70's soundtrip.=)

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I just realized that I love The Truman Show.hehehe

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Sad...this is not one of my usual mondays. Wala na yung kaasaran ko pag morning, nagend of contract na kasi sya eh.haaay...

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Overnight Blues 2

So tinulugan ka ng mga kagroup mo or may kagroup kang laging natutulog..Unfair? don't worry I'm here to help you to get even on your groupmates! So get your pen and papers children.

Tip #01 Maghanda ng mga permanent markers. Mas maganda kung iba ibang kulay, mas matingkad mas maganda. So forever na lang syang tulog, pwes kailangan ilabas ang pagka-artistic. Mas maganda sa mukha sa mga visible area ng katawan. Make sure na heavy ang marks para mas mahirap burahin. Isulat ang "natulog lang ako habang gumagawa ng paper". Maganda ito pag defense na kinabukasan. Bahala na syang magexplain sa prof bakit ganun ang hitsura nya.Hehehe.

Tip #02 Masyadong mabait para gawin ang tip #01? well magbaon na lang ng camera at kuhanan ang inyong magagaling na groupmates habang sila ay natutulog. Pagkatapos nun ay ipadevelop agad ito at maglagay ng isang kopya kasama ng paper. Pwede ring ipost ang mga pictures na ito sa internet, gaya ng friendster at blog. Kayo na ang umisip ng paraan kung paano gagawing kahiya hiya ang kanilang mga pictures. Pwedeng hubaran sila, or iphotshop ang pictures na nakunan.Pwedeng gumawa ng Overnight scandal!hehehe

Tip #03 Tumawag sa prof at magdrama ng ganito : "Sir,huhuhuhu I can't take this anymore! I don't know what to do na, I'm so alone na, my groupmate is always tulog and I can't make gising kasi sya ay tulog mantika, oh sir I don't know if I can take this anymore, oh sir help me please...oooh sir..oooh"ooops...anyway, ito na ang chance na makabond ang inyong prof at para bumango ang inyong reputasyon sa iyong dear professor.

Tip#04 Itali ang kagroupmate wag papakawalan hanggang second sem. Pag tinanong sya ang isagot ay "di po sya nagpapakita sa amin eh."

Tip#05 Ilagay sya sa acknowledgement. parang ganito: "we would like to thank (name of groupmate) for sleeping everytime we are doing this paper. you inspired us to do our best sobra."

Tip#06 Maging brutal habang natutulog sya. What do I mean, sapak sapakin, tadyakan sipa-sipain habang tulog, kung di man sya magising at least nakaganti ka kahit paano hehehe.

Tip#07 TAPANGAN ANG TIMPLA ng Kape na ipapainom as kanya. kung di effective ang kape palihim na lagyan ng gamot na pampagising ang inumin o pagkain nya, bigyan sya ng dose ng gamot na tatagal ng 5 araw.hehehehe

Tip#08 Sa huling araw ng paggawa ng paper, sya ang paunahing paupuin sa PC tapos matulog kayo lahat at sabihing gisingin na lang kayo pag di na nya kaya, ipaalala na dapat matapos ang paper dahil deadline na bukas. Matulog at magpanggap na hindi nagigising pag ginigising na sya. Tignan natin kung di sya mapraning.hehehe.

Tip #09 Magpadeliver sa MCDo gamit ang pera nya. Wag magpahalata na pera nya ang ginamit sa pagpapadeliver. Magpatay malisya pag hinanap na nya ang pera nya.hehehe.

Tip#10 Manood ng Nightmare on Elm Street. Tas laging ipaalala ang kantang "one two fred krueger will get you three four lock the door five six get your crucifix seven eight gonna stay up late..."

Tip#11 When all else fail, ipakain sya sa inyong friendly ghost or ihire si Freddie Krueger para magset ng example sa lahat. Hehehehe


Ito namang mga tip na ito ay dun lamang sa mga taong exag gumamit nung mga tips na binigay ko last time.Sana nakatulong ako sa inyo.Ciao.=)

Survey from Lei

1. Best place to cry?
- Sa beach para shala.hehehe
2. Missing someone right now?
- yup
3. The person you treasure xcept ur family?
- friends (gaya gaya kay lei ahehehe)
4. Tell us your dream..
- Hindi pang GP eh hehehe.
5. Ever hate someone so bad?
- Yup yup.(evil grin)
6. The biggest lie you heard?
- Lalaki raw Spice Girls.Mwehehehe
7. Ever lie to someone you love the most?
- Sinong bang hindi?
8. What's the best thing you wanna do riGht now?
- Puntahan sya at alamin bakit 2 days na syang wala...
9. Wanna be someone else than ur self?
- Sometimes
10. Ever slap someone?
- yup!
11. Last time u cried?
- nung Wednesday
12. Biggest crush?
- Si...uhm..what's the question again?
14. Last memorable song you heard?
- Waiting in Vain
15. Last person that hates you?
- Me idea ako pero kebs ko ahehehe.
16. Reasons why you hate someone?
- Me times na wala lang, meron namang times na nakakairita sya hehehe.
17. Biggest lie you made?
- Eh di pag sinabi ko dito eh di hindi na lie yun ahehehe.
18. Ever curious on something so bad?
- Who wouldn't be?
19. What u wanna say to someone that hurt u?
- Wala...Uhm dun sa alam nilang nasaktan nila ako, pinapatawad na kita sa mga hindi alam..wala hehehe.
20. What u wanna say to someone that u love?
- Bakit ko sasabihin sa iyo? Love ba kita?

1.Filipino ka ba?
- Uhm, wait I'll check...
2.San ka nakatira sa PiLipinas?
- Sa bahay..duh.
3.Sa pilipinas ka ba pinanganak?
- Can you wait for 5 minutes, I need to make a phonecall
4.San ka nag-araL ng highscool?
- CCC (read as SISIsi)
5.Meron ka bang painting ng Last supper sabahay niO?
- Consider bang painting yung picture sa calendar?
6.Meron ka bang TiTo na ang tawag moay "Tito Boy"?
- Yup. Pano mo nalaman? Stalker!
7.Kumakain ka ba ng baLot?
- kung yung itlog oo,pero kung yung artista na si Balot hindi.
8.Naglalaro ka ba ng agawang base and Taguan?
- dati
9.Sanay ka ba mag sipa?
- Define sipa...uhm yung laro o yung action?
10.Noh Fav. FiLipino Food mo?
- sinigang na baboy
11.Kapuso or Kapamilya?
- Kapuso
12.Anong fav. beach mO sa PhiL.?
- wala
13.Ano gus2 mo. Luzon, Visayas or mindanao?
- Bakit ibibigay mo?
14.Ano mas gus2 mo? LRT o MRT?
- wala.
15.Pumupunta ka ba sa perya?
- yup
17.Ano sinasakyan mo?
- sasakyan.duh uli.
18.Robinson, Rustans,RockweLL, SM or Ever?
- Uhm ano yung tanong?
19.Ano kukunin mong course?
- BS BUM
20.Sa Tingin mo ba nangdaya c GMA saeLection?
-malabo mata ko sori
21.IdoL mo ba si FPJ?
- Maka FPJ ka no?
22.Ano Latest na pinanuod mong FiLipino movie?
- Don't Give up on us baby..yeah!
23.Maganda ba?
- Maganda yung mga place na pinuntahan nila
24.Gusto mo bang makapunta sa amerika?
- why not
25.Kung papipiliin ka ng country para tumira, anopipiliin mo?
- Hmmm... Pinas pa rin
26.R u proud 2 be pinoy?
- In what ways?
27.Like filipino music?
- Yup!


)song playing?>Lullabye
2)ever seen a ghost?>yup. si bebs
3)what is the brand of your favorite shirt?>blue corner heheh
4)what are you doing about 12 mid night>censored hehehe
5)if you are given a chance..wat wouldyou like to change about urself?>let me think about that
6)why are you answering this survey,questionare or watever u call dis?>why do you ask so many stupid questions?
7)when was the last time you cried?>wednesday nga diba?
8)what is/are your most favorite tv show/s?>KIM SAM SOON!!
9)is der anyone that you wish you couldtalk to right now?>yup
10)can you play an instrument?>yup
11)what do you prefer?coke or pepsi?..>coke
12)who's your crush?>Pagsinabi ko ba may magagawa ka para tulungan ako?
13)wat is your best asset?> hmm...
14)are you a leader or a follower?> both ata
15)whose picture/s is/are in your wallet?>picture ko, picture na bigay ni JD,nakaw na picture ni Dolphina(Honeypie)
16)ever played an mmorpg?>WTF is mmorpg? sori mangmang
17)what is your level?>nth level?wahehehe
18)wat age when u had ur 1st kiss>kinder 2 ata ako nun hehehe
9)what are you doing while answeringthis?>nagttype duh.
20)what is the brand of your celfone?>nokia&ericsson
21)what is your cell network?>smart&globe
22)what is the song that makes you happywhen you hear it?>Beep! and STick with you
23)are you a vegetarian?>nope,im a cannibal
24)fave number(s)>35&11
25)who killed..the cat?>SI Curiosity, tsong hina mo naman.
26)are you into the latest trends of today?>OO naman, nagtitime series ako eh
27)when is the first time you watched ahorror movie?>hmmm natatandaan ko lang eh Exorcist yun
28)whos your favorite superhero?>SUperman
29)what do you prefer?yahoo or google?> yahoo
30)where do you study?>OUT of school youth ako
31)what is your school symbol?>sa logo, parrot. pero mas kilala ang UP sa oblation
32)is der anything you like to have rightnow?>yup.
33)ever wrote a song?>nope
34)if yes..what is the title?>sabi ng nope eh
35)like math?>nah.
36)what is the color of your eyes?>dark brown
37)do you know how to drive a car?>not yet
38)hate michael jackson?>di naman hate, irita lang
9)ever gone wild on public?>ata?
40)do you want to be a superhero?>Ding ang bato! hehehe
41)who's your fantasy?>Bakit magkakatotoo ba pagsinabi ko?
42)how old are you when you had a crush>7
43)do you remember his/her name?>yup
44)when is the last time you went to amovie theater?>tagal na,dont give up on us hehehe
45)did you ever want to be a politician?>nope
46)are you an emotional person?>yup

1. Have you been asked to sing in front of manypeople?>>yup
2. Have you been asked on a date?>>so ang tanong eh tinanong ka ba habang nasa date ka?weird
3. Have you tried calling your crush and toldher/him your "alias?">> EEEW pathetic
4. Have you fallen in love with someone you did notexpect you would be?>> Yup example si...
5. Have you ever made your friend feel that you didnot like him/her?>> meron ata
6. Have you always liked your attitude?>> minsan hindi. hehe
7. Have you tried riding on a roller coaster withyour arms waving up in the sky?>> attempted.period
8. Have you kissed someone in the rain?>> nope
9. Have you said yes to something you did notmean to?>> ANG DAMING BESES
10. Have you called someone a jerk?>> yup
11. Have you asked for a guy's number?>> Oo
12. Have you acted stupid for someone?>> madalas
13. Have you eaten using your hands?>> oo naman!
14. Have you been sick and visited by someoneyou really hated to see?>> nope.walang bumibisita pag me sakit ako
15. Have you been to London?>> anong relevance?
16. Have you ever touched the cactus plant?>> yup
17. Have you been braved enough to tell theperson your real feelings for her/him?>> oo
18. Have you been in a fight with yourgirlfriend's/boyfriend's ex?>> Kacehapan again
19. Have you been attacked by a dog?>>hinabol lang
20. Have you said I love you to someone lately?>> noope
21. Have you given a gift to someone lately?>> hmm...yung personal?matagal tagal na rin
22. Have you received a gift from someone elselately?>> Yup
23. Have you made out with someoneunintentionally?>> I like the idea hehehe
24. Have you been called "stupid" by someone?>> yup
25. Have you gone to class without doing yourassignment?>> madals hehehe
26. Have you been late and scolded by a teacher?>> yup. pinagddrop pa kami!
27. Have you been kissed on your lips accidentallyby someone?>> again i like the idea hehehe
28. Have you tried dying your hair?>> Yup. peste useless
29. Have you slept over at your friend's house?>> Hindi ito unusual.haler.
30. Have you said something, you've never saidbefore, to the person who last answered thissurvey?>>Hi Lei! ahehehe.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Enough

Araw - araw sinusundan, di ka naman tumitingin, anong aking dapat gawin?
Kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim? Kahit anong aking gawin di mo pinapansin?

I don't want to wait in vain for your love...

Di ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa...di bale na lang kaya...

I'm tired of wainting here for you..can't waste my time...

Ayoko na munang makita ka...
Ayoko na munang makasama ka...
Gusto ko munang mapag-isa...

Tama na...Enough na... Ayoko ng umasa...Iiwas na lang ako...I'll get you out of my mind na..

***

Its hard when wala kang makausap na kaibigan especially kung sobrang pain na yung nararamdaman mo. Don't get me wrong its not that my friends are not there for me..I just don't want to waste their precious time. Lalo na parang kababawan lang ang ingungulngol mo sa kanila. Sasarilinin ko na lang muna. Nakakahiya na rin naman...

The Pathetic Me

Shet..the happy mood is gone, totally.

I'm back from being the pathetic me again. I never expected a week without a single hi from you would affect me this much or should I say would hurt me this much. I almost cry kasi di man lang kita nakausap kahit you were only inches away from me. I don't know if it was my fault kasi di kita tinawag kasi ang parang ang awkward naman nakatalikod ka tas hi lang ang sasabihin ko baka isipin mo feeling close ako. OR this is me na nag-iinarte na gusto ikaw yung unang pumansin sa akin. Akala ko naman kasi tuloy tuloy na after nung last week... or I expected too much lang. Tanga ko naman kasi di ba ang hiningi ko lang is kausapin nya ako, lech mega nagexpect kasi ako, hindi ako makuntento.

Bravo, Jerson, bravo!

(series of mura and curses)

Tangina, mega paniwala naman kasi ako na kuntento na ako sa ganun, akala ko forever na akong masaya, as if pwede yun di ba?

(series of mura and curses again)

Bakit hinayaan ko na naman ang sarili ko sa ganitong sitwasyon na naman??

Fuck, I hate myself.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Overnight Blues

Here I am again to give some tips on how to sleep during overnights where sleeping is a BIG crime. This is dedicated to all students out there who are doing paper works right now.

Tip #01 Tantyahin kung mabait ang mga groupmates. Kung mababait ang mga groupmates and they are so understanding, madali lang matulog sa ganitong situation, just tell them nicely na "Pwedeng matulog muna ako? di ko na talaga kaya eh.. Gisingin nyo na lang ako pag kailangan nyo na ng tulong" The most probable answer will be "ok sige" But be warned that pag pumikit ka na glaring eyes will be over you at maraming whispers ang magaganap kaya wag abusuhin ang style nito at wag abusing ang kabaitan ng groupmates.hehehe.

Tip # 02 The "mag-iisip muna ako" style. Dapat timingan ang paggamit ng excuse na ito. Dapat tipong darating na kayo sa point na medyo malabo ang direksyon ng ginagawa nyo, syempre kailangan medyo maganda posing nyo dito either umupo kayo then hawakan ang ulo or humiga then patong ang kamay sa ulo. Wag muna agad pumikit. Isip muna kayo kahit saglit kahit hindi related sa ginagawa nyo para believable naman na nag-iisip kayo, then slowly, ipikit ang mata. Wala ng magagawa ang mga groupmates mo pagganun. Expect ang katakutakot na pang-aasar paggising.

Tip # 03 The "magbabasa muna ako" style. Halos pareho lang ito ng tip #02 although pwede mong gamitin ito sa kalaliman ng gabi. Tandaan dapat nakahiga ka pagmagbabasa ka, although pede mong seryosohin ang pagbabasa lalo na kung reference book talaga yung binabasa nyo, lam nyo naman ang mga ganitong books daig pa ang bedtime stories kung magpatulog. Again expect ang katakutakot na kantyaw pagkagising.

Tip # 04 Yayain ang mga groupmates sa haus nyo para dun gumawa. Kung makatulog ka man wala silang angal dahil bahay mo yun. hehehehe.

Tip # 05 Makipagshifting. Isuggest sa kanila na shifting na lang ang paggawa para makatulog yung ibang kagroup. Makipagshifting sa pinakamabait sa group para just in case na mapahaba ang tulog mo, sa sobrang bait ng kagroup mo di ka na nya gigisingin at sya na ang magtutuloy. Magadang icombine sa tip #04 ang style na ito.

Tip # 06 Kung di pa naman pasahan kinabukasan ng paper magsuggest na matulog muna kayo for about 4-5 hours para makapagrest at makapag-isip ng malinaw tungkol sa gagawin. More often than not, nauuwi sa tulugan session ang overnight na ito.hehehe.

Tip # 07 Kung ang isa sa mga kagroupmates mo ay hinayaang mong matulog sa mga nakaraang overnight nyo, MANGUNSENSYA AT MANUMBAT (kung walang konsensya) na sya ay pinatulog nyo ng mga nagdaang araw kaya sana ay hayaan naman na ikaw ang makatulog this time.

Tip #08 The "Care Bear" style. Simple lang ang style na ito, walang pasabi sabi matutulog ka. Keber sa mga groupmates. Pakapalan na ng mukha. Hehehe.

I hope makatulong ang aking suggestion sa inyo. Goodluck sa mga papers!=)

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Huh?!

Anonymous said...

o sige na nga!
BeLatEd HapPy BirThdaY

...

AdvAncE hapPy biRthdAy na rin
para next year

Thursday, February 23, 2006 4:45:57 PM

Believe it or not, kani-kanina ko lang nabasa yang comment na yan sa February 13,2006 entry ko. Kung hindi ko pa binasa uli yung mga previous entries ko hindi ko mapapansin yan. Anyways, di ko alam kung ano ang irereact ko, sa isang parang napilitan at according to my officemate may pagkasarcastic na greeting pero sige na nga! Belated Thank You and Advance Thank You na rin para next year. I deliberately removed the signature. Anyways, whoever you are Thank you.

Eavesdropping 101

Are you the type of person who wants to be updated about people and things?
Do you want to be the next Boy Abunda or Kris Aquino?

Well here's a guide for you, master this guide and you will be the most updated person in town..

presenting..

Eavesdropping 101
(A guide to all chismoso and chismosa out there)

Tip #01 Place yourself in a spot where you are almost invisible to all. You should also practice how to be one with nature. You should learn how to be a chameleon. Example if you are wearing white post yourself in places that are white, like white walls, white curtains...Important be quiet and do not do any unecessary movements. If you master this technique you can eavesdrop to the people who are talking and thinking no one else is around. If you are caught you can easily go with "I just got here" excuse.

Tip #02 Pretend to be busy! There are so many ways you can pretend to be busy
a.) Read a Book - place yourself in a nice spot where you can hear the conversation of the targeted party but allowing yourself to have "privacy" so you can concentrate in reading. This a good cover up so if you can't stop yourself in reacting, you can always say "this is funny" while pointing to book entitled "Angels and Demons" ( a big no no)
b.) Write - again same as above, place yourself in a nice spot where you can hear the conversation of the targeted party yet allowing some "privacy" for yourself. You can either rewrite notes, make a composition or just doodle.
c.) Text and text and text - After positioning yourself in a nice spot, grab your phone and text people or pretend that you are texting someone. Actually, you can just play games but concentrating on the games may hinder you from obtaining juicy infos.
When caught while pretending busy the best excuse to get out of it is "Huh? What did ya say?"

Tip#03 Pretend that you are not busy and you are thinking deep about something. Its like practically listening to them but your eyes are somewhere else. The risk of being caught is high but again you can use the "May sinasabi ka ba?" line.

Tip#04 Pretend to be asleep! Thanks to Zel for teaching me this style. This is the most simplest yet most effective way of eavesdropping. The risk of getting caught is small and some people are more confident to talk things in front of someone sleeping compared to someone who is busy.

Big No No - Never look at the party that you are eavesdropping. When they caught you staring at them, no excuse can save so better run for your life.

So that's it I hope this will help you in your quest to be the next Ultimate Chismoso and Chismosa.

***

I'm Sick

Last Saturday, masakit ang throat ko, I had a fever and headache ( actually up to now) when Cess texted me.

Cess:Kuya Je pwede mo bang isend sa akin yung email ni chuva?
Me:Bakit? Gusto mo na namang basahin yung email nya?
Cess: I want to clear things lang...May huling hirit pa sya eh.
Me:Go kwento
Cess:Kasi tinext ni chuva si A, kinukwestyon kung bakit chuvaness si chorva eh personal alalay lang sya. Eh bakit c starstruck3 naging chuvaness dati eh personal alalay rin sya.
Me: Ay No comment ako dyan. Medyo pareho kami ng stand dyan.Pero nirerespeto ko decision nyo.
Cess:Alam naman namin yun. Eh may pinagbasehan naman si friendly ghost dun at magaling naman si chorva.
Me:Hayaan nyo na lang. Tutal patapos na naman. Wag nyo na lang pansinin.

Omg can't believe na sinabi ko yun. I'm really sick! ahahaha.

^hmm pwede pa la akong maging writer ng blind items ahahaha.

Smile!=)

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Inspired by SOSA

Yesterday, I attended Statsoc's SOSA aka last genmeet of Statsoc. So sobrang nainspired akong gumawa ng mga Thank You messages sa mga friends ko.

S^2
- guys wala lang, sobrang thankful ako sa inyo at sobrang love ko kayo. Kayo yung naging sandalan ko at ang sumalo sa akin sa mga oras na nabali ang mga pakpak ko at wala akong mapuntahan. Kayo yung kumumpleto ng College life ko. Basta I love you guys.
-Meann->I'm so happy that we have found you again. Alam mo ba na kahit na nagtampo ako sa iyo nung nagmeet uli tayo nung last dinner natin parang nawala lahat yun. Isa ka sa mga sobrang love ko na tao nung college tayo. Since third year kabatak na kita. Nung time na when everyone hates me hindi ka umalis sa tabi ko and I'm so thankful for that. Di ba sabi ko nga ikaw yung angel ko that time. We've shared so many thing,mga rants and raves sa buhay, mga usaping kasawian sa pag-ibig. We are not the type of friends na sobrang bait sa isa't isa we tell each other kung ano yung dapat marinig ng isa, minsan gantihan pa tayo hehehe. Basta, sana di ka na uli mawala..love you girl.
-Ele-> Alam mo kahit sobrang inaapi at inaaway kita, you hold a special place in my heart yung tipong pagnawala ka, sobrang iiyak ako. Alam mo naman na paglalambing ko lang sa iyo yun. Kayo ni Meann ang nagiging sandalan ko pag may kainartihan ako sa buhay. Thanks for the patience and all. Basta alam nyo naman na andito lang ako para sa inyo. Salamat nga pala dahil nung time na may sumisira sa akin sa iyo, ako yung pinaniwalaan mo. Sobrang laking bagay nung para sa akin. Alam mo sobrang di ko alam kung paano ako sasabihin kung gaano ako kathankful sa iyo lalo na nung tayo yung BOD sa Statsoc.Basta sobrang love kita. Pati kay David sobrang thanks din.
-JD->Ang weird kasi halos one year tayong magkasama sa Icom tas nung nasa personnel pa kita naging kaclose. Wala lang sobrang thanks din. Alam mo yung sobrang appreciated kita. Lahat ng mga ginagawa mo for us. Alam mo yun kahit madalas eh api ka sa amin, sobrang love ka namin.

Berks
- kayo yung mga nakasama ko sa college life ko. Sobrang thankful din ako sa inyo. Alam ko marami ng pinagdaanan yung samahan natin and I'm still happy na nandyan pa rin kayo. Basta di ko makakalimutan yung mga masasayang moments natin together.
-Zel->Grabe I can't believe it, highschool pa lang friends na tayo at grabe tipong ikaw yung una kong kasama nung tumuntong tayo sa UP ng first day of classes. Basta sobrang thankful ako sa iyo at sobrang love kita. Alam ko na dumaan yung friendship natin sa mga tests pero eto close tayo kahit maraming churva ang nagdaan. Salamat sa lahat.
-Beng->La lang, sinong makakalimot sa unlimited text hay day natin. Sobrang thanks din sa pakikinig at pasensya na rin kung minsan nauubusan ako ng pasensya sa iyo. Basta alam ko na before mo pa maunawaan ang lahat alam ko na napakasama ng tingin mo sa akin buti naman at nagbago yun. Wala lang, may utang ka pang explanation sa akin.
-Tina->wala lang. sobrang thanks din. hehehe
-Mark->Salamat. Alam mo na yun.
-Macris->Salamat kasi nandyan ka nung panahon na nag-iisa ako.
-Lea->Sobrang thanks sobrang love din kita. Salamat sa pakikinig sa mga pag-iyak ko and all. Salamat at di mo ako iniwan. Dito lang ako for you. Alam mo yun. Pasensya kung madalas nakakalimutan ka namin pero basta love kita.
-Mike-> Sobrang thanks sa lahat. Ikaw yung pinakamadalas kong kasama before. Siguro still part of me nanghihinayang pa rin sa mga nangyari pero gaya ng sabi ko sa iyo, mabuti na rin na may sari sarili na tayong mundong ginagalawan. Basta my door is always open for you. Tsaka sana when you find yourself na walang makasama, welcome ka pa rin naman sa berks.

Random People
-Rae->Who would ever thought na magiging close tayo?? Kahit ako di makapaniwala eh, pero you know sobrang thankful din ako sa iyo. Thanks for accepting me. You know naman na you can always count on me. If you want to kaya ko pa ring gawin yung ginawa natin nung may "unwanted" guests ka.hehehe. Love you girl!
-Tiepee->I can't imagine first year college without you. Sobrang miss na kita. Wala lang sobrang thankful ako sa iyo especially nung time na "the buzz" tandem tayo.
-Karen-> Super thanks din. Ikaw yung unang taong pinasan ko na hindi bata. Wala lang sobrang thankful ako sa inyo ni Ele, sayang nga konti lang yung bonding moments natin.
-Cess->Kahit sobrang binabalahura mo ewan ko nga ba kung paano tayo naging close.Thanks sa lahat lahat.
-Bebs-> Lam mo di ko alam kung anong meron ka at ang lakas lakas mo sa akin. Bwiset ka. hehehehe. Pero la lang sobrang thanks din, sa inyo ni Cess kasi kahit paano I feel welcome sa Stat dahil sa inyo.
-Ronald->Salamat sa mga masasayang update at kwentuhan.
-Jasper->salamat sa pagyaya sa akin sa bonding ng ER.
-Honeypie&Tosca->thanks sa mga masasayang kwentuhan natin.
-Inang Becca->Sobrang thanks talaga. Pinanindigan nyo ang pagiging Inang sa akin. Basta salamat sa pakikinig sa pagdamay and all. Sobrang love kita.
-Myra->Thanks sa pakikinig sa mga rants at kababawan ko dito sa office. Sobrang thanks talaga.
-Someone->Thanks for making me smile again.

Salamat nga rin pala sa mga incoming bod at council sa masarap na chibog yesterday.=)
Baka may part 2 pa ito, di ko pa kasi nakukumpleto yung listahan ko.=)
Smile.=)

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Book Burger Breakaway

Yesterday, sa sobrang pagka-irita ko kay Ele, naisipan kong bumili ng book, actually, pumunta ako ng National bookstore and naghanap kung anong pedeng mabili and I got A B N K K B S N P L A Ko ?! Mga kwentong chalk ni Bob ong. Maganda sya. I mean, I read it in one sitting kasi nakakatuwa yung story and way ng pagsulat ng writer. Its a story of the writer's journey from being a student to being a teacher. Astig yung pagkakaroon ng writer ng point of view ng both side. The thing is he was not the nerdy type of kid nung student sya. I mean parang above average so talagang nakita yung side ng mga student in a point of view of an average student. Although magaang yung pagkakasulat ng writer sa simula biglang bumigat yung pagsulat nya ng dumating sa college life nya kung saan naka experience sya ng mabigat na problema. Then muli itong gumaan nung nakabawi na sya sa. The good thing about this book kahit nakakatuwa or tawa yung pagkakasulat nya natalakay nya ang problema natin sa sistema ng edukasyon dito sa Pilipinas. From sa kakulangan sa facilities, sa expertise ng guro at sa dahilan ng kakulangan sa guro. Maraming symbolism din at mga values ang nakita ko sa book although ayoko ng idiscuss kasi parang gumagawa na ako ng book review hehehe. Maganda rin kasi sa librong ito,maaalala mo yung mga naging experience mo bilang isang mag-aaral dahil yun nga makakarelate ka sa ilang karanasan ng may-akda. Natuwa din ako sa sa pagkakasulat nya, nagtapos sya sa simula.

***

Isang burger McDo na lang at makukumpleto ko na ang Happy Meal toys nila... Pagkatapos nun kakalimutan ko muna na nageexist ang fastfood na McDonalds. Three days in a row na akong kumakain ng burger McDo at kahapon dalawang beses akong kumain ng burger McDo. Yelch! The thought of kakain na naman ako ng Burger McDo mamaya sickens me. Promise pag lumagpas pa sa isa ang kakainin kong Burger McDo, masusuka na ako...

Speaking of McDo, I hate the Manny Pacquiao commercial nila lalo na yung "Pa pa ra pacquiao.." lech.

***
Important to read the stanza in bold.

Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway,
breakaway,
breakaway

-->I'll breakaway...

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Maybe It's You

I've been alone searching for love
Till you came along and touched my heart.
With you in my life, I'll never think twice.
It's you've been waiting to call

Maybe it's you
I'm thinking of who'd mend this broken heart of mine
It's you I'm wishing for who'll be with me tonight
Someone to hold, someone to cry
Someone who'd make me feel alive
Maybe it's you all my life

Ohhh...

No lonely hours but just precious times
I turn to you and I'm alright
Oh...
Never will die this feeling inside
With you every moment's forever

Maybe it's you
I'm thinking of who'd mend this broken heart of mine
It's you I'm wishing for who'll be with me tonight
Someone to hold, someone to cry,
Someone who'd make me feel alive.
Maybe it's you all my life

Maybe it's you
I'm thinking of who'd mend this broken heart of mine
It's you I'm wishing for who'll be with me tonight
Someone to hold, someone to cry,
Someone who'd make me feel alive.
Maybe it's you all my life

Someone to hold, someone to cry,
Someone who'd make me feel alive.
Maybe it's you all my life

Ohhhh...
Maybe it's you all my life

***
Hmm... Brokeback Mountain type of movie is the new fad here in the Philippines. I've heard that there are 2 projects na nakaline up with the same type of theme. Rumor says that yung isa si Polo Ravales daw yung bida and the other one si Jay Manalo and Allen Dizon yung star. Parang forever na lang sumusunod sa trend ng Holywood ang Pilipinas. I mean we are starting to have our own style na ie Digital movies biglang may magpproduce na naman ng ginayang theme from a Hollywood movie kasi pumatok sya and critically acclaimed. Sana if ever na itutuloy yung project it won't come out as another cheap Filipino movie na ang bentahe ay sex.

***
I'm anticipating the telefantasya Majika. Astig mga costumes. I hope this is not an encantadia type of soap na nag-iba lang ang mga costumes.

***
I ended the day na kausap ko na naman sya yesterday. hehehe.

Smile.=)

Monday, March 13, 2006

Happy Meal...Again

Nyehehehe, I'm starting to collect Happy Meal toys again. Wala lang ang ganda kasi ng toys nila ngayon, Disney collectibles na malaki, mga isang dangkal yung laki nya. Currently, meron na akong dalawa, si Mickey at Minnie and I'm planning to buy Donald Duck later. Hehehe adik mode na naman ako. Although dati pa naman akong nagcocollect ng happy meal. Ever since nagstart sya remember the song?

"ang happy meal sa McDo may burger at drinks, masarap na't masaya, may Happy Meal Village House pa, Ronald, Grimace, Birdie and the Fry kids. Mag Happy Meal na tayo,Mag Happy Meal sa McDo"

Hehehe. Yup the Happy Meal Village kumpleto ko yun, 50 pesos pa ang happy meal nun. Tas sinundan ng Mickey Mouse and Friends na Epcot edition. kumpleto ko rin yun

Mickey Mouse - USA
Minnie Mouse - Japan
Donald Duck - Mexico
Daisy Duck - Germany
Pluto - France
Goofy - Switzerland
Chip - China
Dale - Morroco

Tas may Cabbage Patch Kids - Jennifer Rita, Jaime Christine, Cristina Maria, Emily Elizabeth

Tas may McDonald Race track

Tas may Happy Meal birthday train

Tas may Mc Donald's Circus

101 dalmatians

102 Dalmatians

Tarzan

Mulan

Yung parang Island whatever na Mcdo

Tas mickey mouse uli

Yung Ferry's Wheel (hahaha nabuo ko yung ferry's wheel)

Yung McDonald's Rodeo

Barbie

Tonka Trucks

Hot Wheels

Yung MacDonald's House

Yung MacDonald's Shoe

marami pa, pero nagstop ako nung bandang highschool na ako kasi parang may pamangkin na ako, sinira at winala nila yung iba so parang tinamad na akong kumpletuhin sya.

***

Hmmm... PBB stopped RX na icampaign si Rico...Hmmm... I am wondering, ito na ba ang week na matatanggal si Rico? Wala lang...nahahalata ko lang na parang minamanipulate ng PBB kung sino ang maeevict...Bakit ngayon lang nila binawalan ang RX di ba? And to think they even used it para masave si Roxie ( syempre sabihin ba naman na pag si Roxie ang mababa ang vote si Rico lalabas...duh!)

***

Yesterday sobrang pagod ako pero nawala lahat iyon ng pauwi na ako nakausap ko sya (first time yun kahapon) and nung maghihiwalay na kami sinabihan nya ako ng "Ingat!"

Eeep nawala ang pagod ko..biglang bumalik ang energy ko..hehehehe!

"Anong meron ang taong happy..."

Smile!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

I Couldn't Ask for More

Have you ever experienced something like yung simpleng pangarap mo natupad at sobrang happiness ang dinulot nun sa iyo.

Simple lang yung pangarap ko, makausap sya kahit sandalin dun lang ayos na ako.

According dun sa previous post ko, friday morning pa lang, ang saya ko na. Nag good morning sa akin yung crush ko as in " Jerson Good Morning" at pagpunta ko sa CR binati nya rin ako. Yun lang masaya na ako. Ok na sa akin yun.

Then naalala ko, last last week, nanghingi ako ng sign kay God about sa pagsstay ko sa work ko, ang sabi ko pa nga kay Peña, hanggang friday pagkinausap nya ako (si crush), I'll stay kahit simpleng "Hi!" lang ok na sa akin. Yun yung hiningi kong sign kasi maliit yung probability na kakausapin nya ako. Kasi yun yung time na kahit magkasalubong kami, hindi sya namamansin. Then narealize ko last friday, na friday pala nung araw na iyon at binati nya ako. Although, umoo na ako sa pagstay parang God is assuring me na I made the right decision.

So nung malapit ng mag-five, nakita ko na kukuha sya ng water, so I sabi ko sa sarili ko, sige kuha na rin ako, la lang umaasa na kahit simple "hey" or "wuy" lang batiin nya ako. So inubos ko yung almost full na cup ko ng water (imagine that!) at kumuha ako ng water. Then I got more than I expected, kinausap nya ako and parang we engaged in a conversation, common denominator, UP ( thank God for UP!hehehe), Tinanong nya kung anong batch ako, and nalaman ko na grad sya ng UP Econ at nagmaster sya sa Ateneo (astig di ba?) then asked me kung saan ako nakatira at yung province ko, syempre inask ko rin sya ganun small talk.Lasted more than 5 minutes hehehe. Tas ayun sabi nya uuwi na raw sya. Syempre ako, sagarin na yung luck minsan lang mangyari , kaya iniwan ko si Peña hoping na makasabay ko sya. Buti na lang maraming tao so hindi masyadong obvious bakit di ako sumasakay pa ng elevator. Buti nga paglabas nya saktong may elevator kaya di obvious na hinintay ko sya. Ayun konting usap lang sa elevator. Nacute-an na naman ako sa kanya sa reaction nya nung tinanong nya ako kung ilang months na ako, sabi ko magsisix months, sya naman "yey tagal mo na!"

Syempre akala ko, mauuna na sya or what, but no, sinabayan nya pa ako maglakad hanggang edsa and syempre kwentuhan kami. Para akong lumilipad that time. Akala ko kasi never magkakatotoo ang moment na yun for me. Ambait talaga ni Lord, simpleng hi lang ang hiningi ko, sobra sobra ang binigay nya.=)

Ang babaw no pero sobrang special sa akin nito.=)

Salamat nga pala kay Cess para sa pag-uupdate sa akin ng final judgement. =)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Somekind of Bliss

I'm sooooo haaaappppyyy right now!

I can die any moment right now!

Ahahahaha! Alam nya name ko! Woohooo! Tinawag nya ako sa name kooo! ahahahaha

Anyways, balik muna ako sa original content ng entry ko ngayon

Yesterday, after so many months, nabuo uli sa isang dinner ang S^2 yipeeeee!

Nagsimula sa yayaan and ayun na nagdinner uli. Grabe ang saya parang basta old days. Kung baga eh late celebration ng aming anniv nung March 3. =)

Ele the so dominant ever:

Me: Saan tayo magkikita?
Meann:kahit saan sana sa mega or shang
Me: Sus knowing ele, sa boni tayo
Me (to Ele): sa mega or shang daw tau
Ele:Sa boni na lang. Maggym pa ako
Me:ikaw mapapanindigan mo yan?? knowing you??
Ele(to meann): sa boni na lang tayo
Meann->rolled her eyes.

Forever Late:

Me: Ele pakisabi kay Meann quarter to 6 andun na ako.
Me: Jd meet daw tayo 7 pm daw.
JD: 7 pm? di ba pede mas maaga?
Me: O sige 5:30

Meann-> time of arrival:5:51
Me-> time of arrival:6:10
JD-> time of arrival:7:00
Ele->sa ganang akin naman, ang lapit na nga ng place mo dun sa meeting place eh nauna pa kami sa meeting place kesa sa iyo???

Ele's series of ka-krung krungan
Ele:Andyan na kayo? nakita nyo si david? nandyan sya eh
Meann:waw asan si david
Ending kasama ni Ele si David nung dumating sya

Ele:Magwiwithdraw ako, pero order na tayo
Ele tells her order to david
Ele:order na kayo, uy David samahan mo ako magwithdraw
Ele and david went out
Me:Uhm anong order nina Ele?
Meann:Ang shonga, tawagan mo.
Me:paano nasa akin cell nya. Si david na lang
Meann:wala akong number
Me: yung dati pa rin ata yung gamit nya.
Meann nilabas yung fone pinakita yung number ni David. After 2 minutes
Meann:Anu tawagan mo kaya
Me: Ah ako ba tatawag?

Ele:Seiko Seiko wallet ang wallet na matibay...
David:di ba maswerte yun?
Meann: Nilapastangan mo ang Seiko wallet. Ele bata pa tayo maswerte yung wallet na yun
Me: SIge nga kantahin mo yung BEAM
Ele:B-A-M means smile...

Me: Ele ano ba talaga yung totoong name nung isang folder mo dito sa cell?
Ele:Custom Table.
David:Custom Table?! di ba yun yung pinoprogram mo?
Me: Waw me custom table pala itong fone na ito.

Winner Lines
Meann: Nasusuka ako..

Jd:...


Wahehehe sana matuloy yung plano namin...sana hindi ito drowing wahehehehe.

So balik tayo sa so saya ever na nangyari today!

Ayun eh di una ako sa pila sa elevator, paglingon ko sa likod ko "OMG si Super crush" gosh I didn't expect that. Suuuper cute pa nya ngayon. Ahihihi

So pagpasok namin elevator binati pa nya ako ng :"Jerson Good Morning!" Wahihihi

Tas ang cute nya pa sa elevator kanina, while talking sa isang officemate na malapit ng manganak. Kasi sabi nya "waw malapit na" sabay nagclap sya.

Tas sa Cr, nagkasabay kami as in binati na naman nya ako "jerson"

Ahahaha.

This is a happy Day!=)

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Coffees and Goodbyes

I might be nervous as a cat today, I think I exceeded my coffee limit again. Although I don't have any intentions of drinking two cups of coffee today, aside from having hyperacidity attacks since yesterday, I'm really not a coffee drinker. I just drink coffee when I feel like having one. Today, I just happened that I want to have a sip of hot coffee and I'm craving for a tuna sandwhich of 7 eleven, what I didn't know there is a free iced coffee in can promo for every purchase of a sandwhich. So I had two coffees, a hot one and a cold one. Syempre unang ko ininom yung hot coffee, kasi umaga and yun naman talaga ang plano ko. Right after maubos ko yung cafe mocha ko, parang kinda naaddict ako sa coffee so I tried the free coffee. At first, it taseted good kaso may aftertaste na mapait. So pinagtyagaan ko na lang ubusin. So ngayon, aside from having this kinakabahan feeling, sumasakit na naman ang tyan ko. Nice one Jerson.

Last day na ngayon ng officemate ko na si Mildred. It is quite sad since Mildred is my first friend here in AC. Sigh...Best wishes na lang for her.

Need to take Kremil S na.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Madalas Kung Minsan

Madalas kung minsan, nakikita ko ang aking sarili sa kawalan at nag-iisip. Aking iniisip ang mga sapantahang patuloy na gumugulo sa aking isipan. Mga tanong tulad ng masaya ba ako sa kasalukuyang kinakalagyan ko. Masaya ba ako sa trabaho ko o sapat na ba ang ganitong klaseng buhay para sa akin.

Madalas kung minsan sumasagi sa isip ko kung talaga bang nakatakda akong mag-isa sa buhay na ito. Sumasagi sa isip ko ang sinabi ni Meann na "Hindi naman siguro tayo maglolonged to be loved kung cnreate tayo ni God para maging single". Pero kung totoo man iyon bakit patuloy pa rin akong nag-iisa hanggang ngayon.

Madalas kung minsan hinahayaan ko ang sarili ko na mapunta sa isang sitwasyon na alam ko na masasaktan ako. Sabi nga ni Ele "Lagi ka na lang nasa ganyang sitwasyon, loving from a far". Wala na ba talaga akong pagkatuto sa aking mga naging karanasan? Patuloy kong hahayaan ang aking sarili na masaktan muli. Subalit hindi ko maiiwasan ang tanong na hindi ko ba hahayaang masaktan ang sarili ko kung ang dahilan ng aking kabiguan ay ang dahilan ng aking kaligayahan?

Madalas kung minsan ay umaasa ako sa mga bagay na alam ko naman na walang pag-asa. Umaasa sa mga bagay na alam ko na mas malaki ang posibilidad na dalamhati lang ang ihahatid sa isang tulad ko. Pero patuloy na ako'y umaasa...

Ang puso ay nasasaktan madalas kung minsan....

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Konekachu 2

Wala akong maisip na title kaya ayan na lang.

Last Thursday, I've met up with my highschool tropa. Ang tagal rin bago kami huling nagkita,alam ko more than 2 years na rin. Well, its like putting the pieces together but strangely there are still missing pieces. Honestly, the magic is gone, I mean its like meeting and talking to strangers. No topic na pwedeng idiscuss except work. We used to be so close but yet we are on different paths right now. Sadly, things have change talaga.

Yesterday, I dyed or should I say my sister dyed my hair, the color:dark mahogany. Actually, this was my first time I dyed my hair. The results? Wala mukha pa rin syang black. Kailangan mo pang tapatan ng ilaw at titigan ng mabuti para makitang may kulay sya. So pagdating ni Peña mamaya may ganito akong effect : "Wala ka bang napapansin sa hair ko? Tignan mo maigi" Sheesh pathetic but I'll do it hehehe.

Congratulations sa new set of BOD especially kay Noemi!=D

Lately, naipit na naman ako sa isang decision na may kinalaman na naman sa aking career, although hindi sya kasing bigat nung dati pero pinag-isipan ko pa rin, and I decided magstay na lang muna kung nasaan ako. Good things come to those who wait di ba?;P

Sya magwowork muna ako.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Ay...

Umaasa pa rin ako kahit wala ng pag-asa...

Kaybilis agad na lumisan..
Sandali wag mong kalimutan...
Itago mo ang ating alaala...

I
6 Cycle Mind

Ay wag naman
Alisin ang Nag-iisang panaginip
Na ika'y magbabalik
Nagsasamang masaya
At walang pagkukulang

At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nagiba
Wala bang bukas

Ay bahala na
Ang tanging naririnig
Wala ka bang ibang masabi
Huwag ka nang mag-alala
Inintindi ko
Ang lungkot na ginawa mo

At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nagiba
Wala bang bukas

At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nagiba

At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nagiba
Wala bang bukas

Paulit-ulit mananaginip
Pag gising ko'y wala pa rin
Hindi maamin
Ilang dalanging...
Wala na Wala ka Wala na

At ngayong wala ka na
Hindi alam kung saan magsisimula
Ang ngayon, bukas, kailanman nagiba
Wala nang bukas